I'm sitting in my room
Against the door.
They're banging and screaming
But I just ignore.
The tears
Are building up.
I've heald them back
For so long now.
They are getting louder.
Let us in
We're trying to help.
I stand up
With a few tears
Down my face
And lock the door.
I walk over
to where I kept
my paper and pens.
I begin to write.
The tears are
flooding out now.
I hear them
Screaming and banging
Louder now.
I ignore them
And continue to write.
One done..
Two done..
Three done..
Four..Five..Six..
I have one
for all of them.
My dad.
My sister.
My grandparents.
My three best friends.
I started
With the same
Thing on each.
I'm sorry
But I couldn't.
I couldn't
Take the pressure.
The stress.
And ended
The same.
Don't blame
Yourself.
There was nothing
You could have
Done to save me
I couldn't let
You know.
I love you..
Good bye..
I'll see
You soon..
And with that
I put the
Notes in envolopes.
I wrote their
Names and left
Them on the bed.
I went over
To where I grabbed
The paper and penn,
And put up the
Left over paper
And the pen and
Grabbed the knife
And whispered as
They screamed and
I cried..
Good Bye...
