I'm not trying to give up.
I'm holding as much as I can,
But my hands keep slipping..
I'm not trying to kill myself.
I'm throwing away these blades over and over again,
But they keep coming back.
I'm not trying to pop pills.
I'm saying I'll be fine just to avoid touching them,
But I keep taking the whole bottle.
I'm not trying to be alone.
I'm talking to all these people,
But I keep saying the wrong thing and it pushes them away.
I'm not trying to do this to myself.
I'm trying to push the demons away,
But they've grown stronger than me.
I'm not trying to...
