Super magic love: Calzona

Arizona

I jerked back to life with a start. There were doctors surrounding me as I shakily drew in a breath. I looked around, and saw Callie in the doorway. She looked stunned. "Dammit!" I said "why the hell did you revive me? I need to be dead! I don't deserve to be alive, I-" I breathed in shakily. And then I started crying. I cried and cried and couldn't catch my breath. The doctors backed away slowly. "I hate my life! I want to be dead!" I shrieked. Callie ran up to me and say on my bed. She embraced me tightly, and just held me tightly. She rubbed my back. "Shh," she whispered soothingly "it's ok honey, it's ok." I looked up at her and swallowed. "No it's not. Nothing is ok. The people were talking to me again. They said to kill myself or- or-" I sucked in a breath. "They would kill me!" I sobbed into Callie's chest. She looked at me and said, "who said that?" "The people that live inside my head. Thy talk to me all day, and I have to listen to what they say." I sniffles. Callie looked at me sympathetically and cocked her head. "What do they tell you?" "They tell me to cut my wrists, and to throw myself out the window, and that no one loves me, and that it was all my fault!" "What was all your fault?" "My brother's death!" I sobbed. Callie wrapped her arms around me tighter. "Shh," she whispered, "shh, it's ok. It's all gonna be ok." I shakily breathed in. "No it's not. The monsters are gonna get me now, since I'm still alive." Callie smiled at me. "No," she said. "No they won't, because I am going to stay right here with you while you rest, and I will not let them get you." She smiled a small smile. "Ok". And she leaned back to put her head on the pillow. I laid down next to her and caressed her cheek as she wept quietly. "It's ok, Zona," I whispered.