Nowhere to go

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I listened to the sound of my feet slapping against the cold concrete floor, my breath came out in white puffs. The moon sat high in the cold sky shining its light down on us.

Jasper was shivering next to me, my arm was still around his shoulder as he helped me walk. I knew he was annoyed that he was put in this position, helping a total stranger...yeah we might be of the same race but that didn't mean he was happy..

I on the other hand was happy, very happy! I'm finally free...I get to see the moon once again and also meet someone like me! It was great. For me anyway.

I glanced over toward Jasper. His hazel eyes stared blankly ahead as if he was in his own little world, his dirty blonde hair stuck to his forehead, his hair went to his shoulders. On top of his head sat Jerry...(bubbles) in between two pointy cat ears.

His skin was a bit palish from the lack of sun light, like mine...but for different reasons, I think?

He wore a red jacket and skinny black jeans that hugged his legs, black combat boots resting on his feet keeping them nice and worm, unlike my poor feet that seemed to be turning a bit blueish!

I turned toward him, bitting my lower lip gently. "Where are we going?" We've been walking for at least two hours and I was sure I was getting frost bite, and plus my feet started to go numb from the cold as well as my entire body..

With a sigh he narrowed his eyes. Yep I'm defiantly sure like 99% sure he hates me.

I swallowed what seemed like a lump before turning away mumbling a never mind.

He didn't reply, it seemed like he went into his own little world again.

I felt a bit unwanted, and as awkward as that was I was use to it. It hurt knowing that maybe uncle Max was right along. That everyone would hate me, that I would have no friends...it seemed that maybe that was true...

I fought the tears that tried to escape my eyes.

I'm so stupid, always crying like a baby, no wonder why no one likes me..

Sighing I turned my attention back to the black pavement, the noise of his boots scraping against the road filled my ears as I also went into my own word...my thoughts going to Kyle...

His hands rubbing against my naked body, his wet lips against mine...

I fought in a moan that wanted to escape my lips. Blushing I looked toward Jasper his eyes now on the road. "Hey.." He whispered. I was taken back a little...we haven't talked in the two hours of us walking, besides the twenty minutes after my escape.

"Y-yeah?" I shyly said looking down at my feet.

His arm fell to his side, making me feel like a ton of bricks. My knees buckled and I was a bit shocked of how weak I felt, I put all my strength into staying up on my feet.

He turned away from me a frown on his face.

I wanted to talk but I was to focused on just staying standing.

He continued in a low soft voice. "I-I..." He paused his shoulders dropping a little. "I don't have a home to go to...."

I furrowed my eyebrows as I slowly looked toward him, his back turned to me I tried my best to stand straight but failed, I bent over resting my hands on my knees.

"What do you mean?" I finally asked after catching my breath.

He turned toward me a frown on his face. "I don't have a home...Yuki." He snapped his eyes glossed over with tears.

What do I say? Maybe that's why he didn't talk to me this whole time...cause maybe he was scared of what I would think of him...

I gave him a weak smile. "I don't have a home neater, it's okay...you shouldn't be ashamed of that. I know it's hard but we'll get though it.."

He laughed, taking me by surprise. Did I say something funny?

"How would you know about it being hard? You've lived in a nice worm house! While I've lived everywhere, moving from place to place in the freezing cold or in the blistering hot! You don't know anything about it being hard! And you don't know how embarrassing it is to have to tell someone you have no where to call home but maybe underneath a bridge! Or having to beg for food or dig in a trash can!"

He paused catching his breath before gently continuing.

"So, don't act like you know me...I've been living like this for years and it's not easy..."

He wiped his eyes turning away from me again. Shocked I slowly sat down my body not able to take the pain of standing. Taking a deep breath I turned away from him.

"My life..." I sighed shacking my head. "Never mind."

I brought my knees to my chest resting my head on my legs.

How did I mess this up? I finally find someone like me...and now he hates me..

I felt something warm brush against my arm, I looked over to see Jasper sitting next to me his eyes staring straight ahead. "I'm sorry for snapping at you..." He let out a unamused chuckle. "Locked up in a small cage for two, three weeks without food or water and half naked...doesn't seem like such a good life neither..." He turned his eyes to me. "I'm sorry Yuki...I'm such an ass hole. You had it rough and I can see that..I just felt ashamed and very embarrassed...it was hard to tell you that, for the past two hours that's what I was thinking about...."

He laughter looking to the sky. "How do I tell this very tired, sick almost...sorry...dead boy I have no where worm to stay..I have no food beside what I've gotten from trash cans..." He wiped his eyes looking back at me. "I'm sorry I'm not that much of help to you. And I'm sorry again for making you feel like that...it was wrong of me.."

He grabbed my hands holding them tight. "Can we still be friends? I promise you I'll find somewhere worm...and I'll try my best to feed you." I smiled as he stood up, he took his jacket off before hanging it around my shoulders. "I should of gave you this a long time ago...I'm sorry." I shook my head. "I don't want you getting cold Jasper.." He put his hand up with a smile. "You need it more then me."

He then took his boots off then pulling his long black socks off his feet. "Here put these on. It should keep your feet somewhat worm." He slipped his shoes back on his naked feet.

I nodded thanking him before slipping them on a sigh of relief passing my lips. "I forgot what it felt like to be this worm."

He gave me a sad smile. "I'm sorry I didn't offer you them sooner.."

Shaking my head I smiled. "It's fine! Thank you."

He reached out grabbing my arm pulling me up on my feet. Slowly I put the jacket on and zipping it up before wrapping my arm around his shoulder his arm going around my waist, and again we begun waking to nowhere in particular.

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I decided to update again since I didn't update last week...and who knows when I'll update after this...I get writers block so much it's not even funny! Agh!!

Forgive me if there are a lot of MS words in this! When I write I tend to write fast and not notice when Mr. Ipad decides to change my words! Or maybe it's just me and I don't know how to spell!!! :(

The biggest reason I updated so early, was because of the votes and comments...they tend to help me ALOT so please leave just a small comment ! It would totally make my day even if it's a bit negative...(no I'll definitely cry!) but it's apart of writing and sharing it over the Internet!!! Anyway vote comment!!!!

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