From Here On [Virat Kohli Fanfiction]

Chapter 14

''See you tomorrow,'' I said as I waved goodbye to Adi. Looking around for Virat's car, I waited outside my office building. Honestly I didn't know what would happen today. I didn't know what I'd say, or how I'd react. He hadn't just cheated on me, he'd broken my trust. I was still so confused. Why was I blaming it on myself? I knew I wouldn't be able to let him go this easy. I wanted to hate him. I wanted to hate him for my sleepless nights. My pain. My heartache. But I couldn't. I loved him. And I hated myself for it. I saw Virat's car pullover, shaking me out of my reverie. Breathing in deeply, trying to be strong, I strode towards the car. Opening the car door, I got in. There he was, in all his handsomeness. Although he looked a shaken up. His eyes were brimmed red like he hadn't slept, his shirt was untucked and messy, hair damp and down, under eyes dark and circled... Jesus. He looked horrible. Suddenly I felt concerned about him. I wanted to reach out and take him in my arms. No Zara. He slept with another girl. He broke your heart. You need to tell him that it's over between you two and move on. Forget about him. He's just like every other guy, wanting to mess around and then leave. But why did I feel as though a part of me was completed whenever he touched me? Why did it feel so fucking right when his hands were intertwined with mine? Why did I love him so much?

He finally breaks the ice by saying, ''Hi..um how was your day?'' Tearing my eyes away from his, I look infront. ''Uh good. Okay.. Adi and I got promoted to the main office.. '' I replied nonchalantly. He frowned at the mention of Adi and pursed his lips. ''Oh um wow congratulations..'' he said a bit cautiously. We settled back into awkward silence right till we reached his apartment. The apartment which we shared till two weeks ago. ''Oh um I'll take my things from your place today I guess..'' I casually dropped. He opens his mouth as if to object but then closes it again. Guess he doesn't mind then. Sighing as I got out of the car, I prayed for strength to get through this. Oh lord, please help me..
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