From Here On [Virat Kohli Fanfiction]

Chapter 30

Virat's POV
My eyes scanned over her delectable body and I stood up. She looked so beguilingly flawless and I just wanted to run my hands all over her and take her to bed. Oh god, this is going to be the death of me. Avoiding her or not but I was not letting her go to that asshole, Adi's, place. Her eyes were so full of hurt and to know that I was the one who caused that, was killing me. I was scared of what was to come and I didn't want to end things this quick. I wanted to drink in every sight of her before she left me. ''Virat get out of the way,'' she snapped at me. I stood in her way and stared at her without any resolve to move. She looked up at me with tired eyes and said, ''What do you want me to do Virat? Do I just sit here and take this shit from you? And you won't explain your actions? I don't understand baby did I do something wrong? What's bugging you so much?'' she questioned me. Fuck. If I don't do this now, I won't have the strength to do it later on. I'll fucking hate myself forever for what I'm about to do next. ''I don't think this relationship is working out anymore Zara. I.. I don't feel anything for you anymore,'' I said coldly. As I saw her take what I had just said in, it felt as though somebody was stabbing me all over my body at once. Oh baby please I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I have to do this for your safety..

Zara's POV
It was like my world had stopped and shattered in a matter of seconds. Did I hear him correctly? ''Wh..what?'' My voice cracked. ''I don't think we're working out and to be-'' ''Virat you're not serious are you? Please tell me this is a joke,'' I implored. I don't believe this. I searched his eyes for any sign of love for me and there was none. No. No. No. I could physically feel my heart break. We stared at each other in silence and I felt numb. I didn't know what to say. This was so uncalled for. One moment he was protective, the next he's saying he doesn't want me. ''I..I guess..I'll go then,'' I whispered. My eyes never left his. He looked surprised. ''You.. You're not going to say anything?'' I let out a tired humorless laugh. ''There's nothing left to be said Virat. I don't know who you are anymore. Whoever you are, you're not my Virat.'' The tears had started to come. I didn't want him to see me cry but I'm just sick of keeping them in. He stood there silently as I brought out a suitcase and packed my things. This brought me back to when I left him last time. It's funny how I'd take that over this anyday. That time, Virat had scrambled to his feet the whole time asking me to stay. And here he was telling me to leave. My mind was a mess. I walked out of the room and Virat followed me out. I looked back at him one last time. ''Virat.'' ''Zara.'' And for a second I could see his eyes falter and they flashed at me in pain. Then they were cold and distant again. I turned my back on him and walked out. This is it then. No screaming and crying. Just pain.
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hope you guys liked this. it was painful to write even :( x