starset

after breakup shock

mention of non cosenting sex rape

our lip inches away closig in until dekus phones star viberating he took the call annoyed I looked like away embarrassed until I figured out who it was todoroki i told yo not to talk to me again izu please no todoroki i tired of you using me you forced me to do things and I did because I thought we loved each other but you used me for my body it broke me hearing what deku was yelling to todoroki through and what really pissed me of was when he said its not my fault your a slut I knew you were fucking around with bakugo you don't know what you talking about mhm then why are you always hanging out wioith him he's my best friend ya know what bye shoto.

he bust out crying on the sand I sat down in front of him and pulled him into my chest I'm sorry for being so pathec kacchan your not pathetic he's totally wrong about you no he's not id always think about cheat with you but you never did even though he was making you miserable but deku you have to tell me what he did to you even if not now can you please tell me eventually it is okay kacchan i can tell you now

month and 1/2 ago

izu it'll make me happy if you just let me and a couple friends play with you I promise it wont hurt and if you get uncomfy we'll stop but sho I'm not sure if fine maybe one other girlfriend we'll be up for it the thought of him doing someone else hurt he explainedso he let them use him it went onfor hours each of them taking there time to get offwhile they made sure I couldn't which was painful when I tried to let it be known they'd gag me and when I feel unconscious they continued to have fun with memy body ache and I felt disgusted hed slap me everytime I didn't want to suck him off I thought it was just the influence of his father that it wasn't his fault.

he'd beat me every time Id hang out with you calling me a whore a cheater a slut who couldn't keep my legs clothes the night you slept over he told me that you said I was useless and forcing myself on you that you hated me he started crying so I gave him a forehead kiss that made him blush I'm sorry kacchan i understand if you don't want to be around me ill never leave you again Deku thank you kacchan we sat there all night eventually falling asleep in each other's arms

i wake up from a text coming from dekus phone its fucking icy hot i simply reply to his sorry ass text apology icy hot i would like if you leave my boyfriend alone befor i beat your ass because if he wasn't helping you i would have already killed you for rapeing and beating him you dipshit before i deleted his number he kept spamming that hed knew we were together i could only look at deku and wish i actually was his boyfriend

A awhile later Deku started to stir he jumped up after feeling the spot where i once was empty he looks at me oh your still here he said relieved I said ill never leave you and I meant it um kacchan i know it might seem silly but can I sit in your lap he said in a small voice I could tell he was going to little space it started when he started dating that half n half bastard hed always come to me during it now seeing why todoroki would beat him and call him weird I told him to come here gave him a soft kiss on his forehead and held him

I held him for awhile before picking him up to spin him around on my back remembering the childlike state he's in kacchan kacchan faster deku does someone want icecream i try to change the subject after being so utterly exhausted oh please kacchan can we get icecream of course but you'll have to walk deku was surprisingly heavy mostly why I slept up top of him other than the other way around after we got  our icecream he got It all over his face I licked his face to get a reaction he just said thank you with the most adorable smile I've ever seen I carried him to his dorm sat him on his bed littered kisses all over his cheek and stomach kacchan stop that tickles aww fine but you have to give kacchan a kiss okay deku i say pointing he kissed my cheek and was starting to come out of his little space kacchan I'm kinda tired okay deku lets head to bed okay I didn't even realize it was so late time always seem to drift when I'm with him

you make me happy I say pecking his lips unaware he's awake you make me happy he says kissing back clearly out of his little space this was gonna be a long conversation for another day but the only thing we wanna do now it cuddle aginst each other with occasional kisses until sleep takes over or until one of us sees things how they really are.