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time goes by fast...

present-day

love is a temporary being only showing at one's weakest points and that's why it hurts that why every time you think your finally happy love finds a way in proving you wrong don't get me wrong love can be a good thing for the stable but for a relationship like ours love was only willing to break us down until there was nothing left sadness will linger with regret and rage I always knew love was dangerous burn just like fire cuts like a knife pricks like a thorn or a needle you can easily hurt yourself if it's used the wrong away or it can be as easy and being pushed into the thornes stabbed with the knife and lit a flame, in the end, you'll always get hurt but I don't care.

4 months two weeks ago

kacchan yes deku i love you what I'm actually so confused in what he was talking about I love you why I've never heard my voice go so low he looked at me since i was somehow up top of him we've been through a lot together I'm well aware but- um kacchan I've always loved of you and i don't know why I'm telling you this maybe because I'm no longer afraid of getting hurt or something I'm still afraid of you leaving me of course but not you um throwing kicking and burning me i didn't know how to feel disappointed in myself or confused at this love he says he has for me so confusing

deku, before you continue, kacchan its okay if you don't feel the same just don't leave me he said holding himself like he already predicting the worst i dig my face in his chest i love you to deku really kacchan you arent just joking with me why the fuck would i joke about some shit like this i don't know to make things not awkward between us,deku we've been through so much awkward shit it shouldn't even bother you by now i guess your right like always kacchan i know i am but can i still ask you why like you said I've always known but fought it until it became denial and soonly turned to hatred one of the reasons why i treated you like shit for so long Its no excuse but i thought you should know

he cupped my cheeks which at the time made me so embarrassed i soonly eased to it allowing deku to take charge something I'm yet to get used to till this day i find it funny that I'm the sub and deku's the dom but its quite pleasant for him to please me in more ways than i can count but back to our first kiss that we both truly knew what the other one was feeling and wanted to bring his soft yet tender lips touching my own he licks my lips taking a light bite on them forcing me to let out a moan he pulled away and that shit head had the audacity to say kacchan that was so adorable it took all my self-control not to kill him shut up and kiss me asshole you know what I don't think so kacchan you don't think so I'm literally gonna break up with you deku and we haven't been dating fifteen minutes you wouldn't dare he says standing up

wanna see yep he says with a smirk cocky bastard I'm breaking up with you if I don't get a kiss shitty deku mhm he hums walking away hey wait don't just leave me then don't take so long fine longing on the word while running after him he stops and gives my cheek a small peck your such a tease now looking back at small memories like these makes it hard to think I bullied him he grew up a lot in the past few months he went from crying/panicking about a breakup to teasing me I guess ill never fully understand which Im fine with of course I love a good mystery even though he has grown doesn't mean he doesn't make stupid mistakes that could affect both of us forever never thinks about his actions and it hurts but I guess it could be my fault as well.

two weeks later

deku i swear to fucking god if take me somewhere stupid ill murder you kacchan calm down never would I have thought someone could bribe me with cuddles and it would work especially deku someone I thought I hated for ten years I still laugh at my boyfriend being my boyfriend something that many people would think was impossible was finally real...finally you okay under there kacchan bu under there he means the blindfold he forced on me but yea shitty deku I'm fine oh that good but were here take my blindfold off then idiot why cant you do it yourself cause I have a nice strong beautiful boyfriend to do it for me fine kacchan he sighs while giggling  deku why the actual fuck are we in a forest 

you see kacchan this isn't any forest he says walking I'm guessing he wants me to follow t-the treehouse  the old treehouse from when we were four we had a lot  of memories one time we tried running away together to live here our parents knew where we are since it was our not so secret hideout i tear up a little are you crying and stutter he says chuckling at me tell anyone and ill kill you in your sleep I wouldn't dare kacchan but you should see what's in the treehouse i climb up the newly repaired latter? to see dinner on our little table we painted our selves together as pros deku you idiot did you repair this old thing so we could have a stupid date I say with unwanted tears streaming down my face yea aww kacchan do you like it I fucking love it you dumbass

I'm so glad I thought you d probably wanna do something fancier or something it's perfect I say while tackling him in a hug woah kacchan sorry we bust out in laughter together no it's fine I really enjoy you being happy and normally I have to force you for hugs so this is really nice wait Deku did you cook the food of course, not im not trying to give you food poisoning i ask my mom and auntie for help oh no Deku why you just did what she wanted now they know now she knows she wasn't supposed to find out until the wedding Deku is this your proposal kachan he says with a smirk no let's just eat I say embarrassed if you say so.

time skip

i love you kacchan i love you to were I last words we exchange  as we were curled up together in a blanket in the little treehouse old memories to remember new memories to gain i pecked his forehead before thinking about everything that led to this moment all the trials and pain that happen for us to finally be happy but happiness only last for so long