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the future to come

deku im sorry just please don't do it don't jump I love you izuku i saw a glimpse of regret and unsureness rush over his face before he said I really wish that was true bakugo your probably wondering how the fuck we got here well let's start from the beginning why don't we 

childhood era

kacchan kacchan, what deku i say venom grazing every word at a young age i was kinda a little bitch but it was cause i cared didn't want the little brat hurting himself tryna help others i wanted to make sure he didn't get hurt or worse ..die so i hurt him in a different way by pushing myself away i see now that only made him want to get closer to prove him self worthy or to make me like him little izuku sure cared about my opinion but i finally broke him i probably shouldn't sadly drowse on the flashbacks so ill just let you be for the next era

kacchan, stupid deku can't you see i can't be seen around weaklings such as yourself sorry kacchan but i have to stay by your side so we can grow to be strong heroes together like we promised ,listen here deku cause this is the last time ill be nice about it you'll never be up to my level got that, some quirkless loser could never be a hero like all might b-but k-kacchan no buts deku just leave me alone stupid deku just cant take a hint i just don't want him hurt why cant he just give up i guess ill just have to try harder i hate hurting his feelings but its whats  the best

i wasnt a smart kid i know now that i think about it probably should've tried a different approach seeing here were now at but in my defense i was six i know i said i wouldn't interrupted but tiny few year time skip.

stupid deku cant take a stupid hint he cant be around me I'm to reckless to be around maybe i should stop being a hero too but then who would be able to protect him cant count on those stupid low binding heroes all the time i have to do it for both of us ill become the strongest hero. so i can finally be with him stupid deku why do you always do this to me always making my tummy feel all akaward and always making my quirk  go boom boom like my heart 

ok extras if you haven't realized it I'm a liar and i gonna keep bothering you but also little me had a little crush on shitty deku these memories always makes me happy makes me forget about the present and my responsibility but they also hurt me cause i hurt the one true person who never gave up on me dumb yea i fucking know no need to judge me extra l-lets just go on with the next memory were 12 in this shit

kacchan look we're tablemates ik can tell stupid deku kacchan is something wrong you're a little red I'm fine damn deku allergies KATSUKI that's highly inappropriate speech your behavior star for today is gone grr sorry kacchan um m-motherfucker IZUKU your star for today has been taken away we have some very naughty talkers today why did you do that stupid deku to make kacchan better i don't like kacchan to be sad your one weird kid deku, kacchan your red again

i remember this he couldn't stop giggling that day his laugh is so fucking amazing ill never forget it if you cant fucking tell already I've been obsessed with the little shit since i was a fucking brat i know pathetic after all the shit i put him through that's not even the worst fucking shit I've done to this fucking amazing human i would tell you but why ruin the experience to know what haunts me every time i close my damn eyes shitty deku always make me feel like a dick ugh back to the memories

p-please stop i don't wanna stop hanging with kacchan well its either you stop hanging with bakugo who is so much cooler than you or we beat the shit out of you pick. i cant let them keep hurting him but this may be the push he needs to  finally just forget about me and being a hero or atlease he'll hate me and won't be endangered by me or my quirk i read or my hag read me a book saying villains target heroe weakness so it's better this way since dekus my only weakness i know kinda pitiful the beautiful beieing being beat to deathis my weakness and i ont even help him get the fuck away from him o-oh e're sorry kacchan ,don't call me that but this useless brat does he's not fucking useless he'll be a better hero than all of you extras k-kacchan thank you yeah deku just get off me okay kacchan do you want me to stop calling you that ,wait um no just deku do whatever you want i don't care oh okay kacchan

i know you probably think im weak but i wasn't going to let them mess with his pretty face and adorable freckles and i was twelve and that age group is hella selfish and now your going on the darkest era of our relationship middle school but if you don't want me to commit mass suicide than um let's look at some of me and Izu's happier memories, tell anyone i call him that and ill throw you back to your reality,

kacchan kacchan it's time to watch the all might movie marathon yea izuku but we have to get off the phone so i can drive to your house aww kacchan but ill miss you yea ill miss you too but ill see you in a minute yea i know kacchan i love you, you know i love you to kacchan. finally kacchan it took forever let's watch the movie, whatever nerd let's go to your room, okay so which on- izuku w-why did you kiss me, well mom said we are having a movie date and people normally kiss on dates so- its fine izu let's just watch the movie already okay kacchan.

that was one of the last happy memories i have with him fuck i messed up such a fucking angel and for what to keep him safe now he's h-he's fuck we can continue this shit later