𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝘽𝙀𝘼𝙐𝙏𝙄𝙁𝙐𝙇 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀

Chapter 38

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Isha P.O.V

I bit my lips slowly as I felt Fahad's gaze burning holes in me. I was way too embarrassed to look into his eyes.

"Fahad, I am sorry if I hurt you in any way," I said in a low voice while fidgeting with my fingers.

He heaved a sigh and squeeze my hands in an assuring way.

"Babe, it's alright. I completely trust you and I know it wasn't your intention," Fahad smiled and dropped a kiss on my forehead.

I shivered when he put his hand on the nape of my neck while his forehead was on mine.

"I love you so fucking much that you don't have an idea of. I have given you my heart and soul. Don't ever crush my heart. I won't be able to believe anyone. You are my wife and I trust you a lot. I also know that sometimes circumstances force you to do something against your will. I want you to know that you can share anything with me. We will find a way out," Fahad whispered against my lips causing tingles to appear in the pit of my stomach.

I feel like telling him everything. I want to tell him everything but something is stopping me. Something is holding me back. Maybe it's the fact that I cared about my husband a lot. I can't afford to lose him or cause him damage.

I lick my lips in anticipation as I took a deep breath.

"There's not anything left to tell. I will tell you if anything would be there," I lied averting my gaze away.

Fahad pulled away a bit and raked his fingers through his hair.

I put my palm on my mouth as I sobbing. I locked myself in the washroom and leaned against the door. Tears fell from my eyes as I broke into sobs. I have never felt this much guilt in my whole life. I felt like a part of me deceive him and his beautiful heart.

I splashed water on my face to calm down my exotic nerves. I felt like I am a deceiver and a betrayer.

A sudden wave of nausea passes through me. I felt a pain erupted in my chest as I felt nauseatic all of a sudden. I was feeling uneasiness in my heart. I rubbed my chest after I vomited. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks as my throat felt dry. I splash the water on my face and tired my hair in a bun.

I let out a relieved sigh when I saw Fahad in the sleeping state. I sat on my side of my bed and pour some water into the glass. With my shaking hands, I drank the water.

Just the thought of him sends chills ran down my spine. His presence scares me. He managed to crawl up the fear in my head.

My throat bobbed when my phone vibrated. It was an unknown number. A part of me wasn't ready to accept the call. I took a deep breath and decline the call.

Cold sweat formed on my neck when I saw the message. It was his message making fear crawled up to my neck.

Meet me on the terrace, sweetheart. There's a lot more you don't know about me. And there's a lot of things I need to tell you about your husband. Mind joining me for a midnight coffee date?;-)

-Z

My nose scrunched up in disgust as his endearment was cringy as hell.

What are the things I don't know? Curiosity peeked inside me. Of course, I wanted to know about the truth and why he is doing all those things? But it's doesn't felt right. Going at this time at a night. But I can get the answer I was longing to hear. Maybe, we can sort out everything.

I took a deep breath and look at Fahad who was sleeping on his chest. A smile played on my lips as I leaned closer to my husband. I pressed my lips on his cheeks and I resisted the urge to smile at his sleeping state.