Me Before You | Dahmin

chapter 07 | Give

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"Look Dahyun, we're a happy family" I could still feel the dryness of her voice "mom and dad loves you so much"

A happy family we had

"What a happy household, isn't it Dahyun"

It was as if I was part of a play

"This is all your fault! your spitting image!"

And then that play came to an end

I then felt pain, real physical pain aside from the heartbreak of my family's sadness

Everything was falling apart

Riguel was gone, he left me hanging the times I needed him

I had myself to rely on

A day came where everything changed, my mom snapped and my dad lost himself

Never able to return to how it was

"We don't want you!"

I fell inside that chain of sadness

I'm scared

"Jimin"

I'm scared to death

Those resentful thoughts when I was inside that house, that feeling I pray before I enter. Hoping they were in a good mood

When they are in behalf of anger I wait outside or stroll around wondering when I would be able to get inside

My family is near broken, scratch that it's crushed into pieces forced to be put back together

I'm hurt in all ways

My mom, takes her anger out on me and it hurts

"We don't want you"

"Jimin, I'm fifteen now, I did everything I could just for them to not disown me, they said...they didn't want me"

I still remember how your words changed my whole life

"I want you, in my life, and in my soul, I want you here with me"

But Jimin wanted me, Jimin said he wanted me

Jimin had always been there with me, he removed those wishful thoughts he made me forget about them every time we went out

I forgot about Riguel

About my parents

My mom

My dad