All those times
I was looking at you from afar,
For at least once
Have you looked back to see me too?
You and Me Series : 1
>Childhood friends AU
>Started: February 21, 2021
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"Yeah, my nintendo got broken last night.." despite Jimin's obvious attempt to lighten up my mood I can't seem to smile right now
I had my head and elbow on his back while nibbling on my bottom lip, we were at the bench of a park. my mind is a mess
All these thoughts are rushing in despite the need of more space
"Um, and also...do you want to put lipstick on me, maybe eyeshadow" he turns his head and our eyes met, faces an inch close to each other. even the flutter in my heart feels so cheap right now
"I had a fight with daddy last night" I tell him what happened, he pursed his lips and waited for me to continue "I made him choose between me and that girl, you probably know what he said. I contacted Gabriel last night"
"What did he say?" he elbowed his knees, I rest my cheek on his shoulder and wrap my hands around his arm, I pout "he said he'll come and take me with him"
"you're not going to leave me right?" he suddenly asked making me lift my gaze to him, I was clueless at first "are you even willing to follow me? Jimin, you're not a dog, you have a life"
"My life is mess without you" he said while looking down on my lips, it's not helping that we're in public, someone can shamelessly shout a PDA at us
"if you're not here, then who should I talk about my problems with? who am I supposed to smile with? without you I'm all alone" I purse my lips and let him end our topic
Even now, do I still have to choose?
Why is everything so hard
"I'm not happy with them anymore, everytime I step inside all I think about is leaving" he then focused on the fountain in front of us, his jaw clenching "you need to live a life without me"
"I can't do that" he pushed me away from him and scoffed, he shakes his head in disapproval "it's like you're asking me to fix a shattered plate Dahyun, I can't go on again without someone"
"There are many girls out there.." I pushed further
"What about those girls when they're not you" is it really worth it to choose family over him, is it really the right choice to part ways
"If you leave me I'm not letting you back in my life" his voice was shallow and fulfilling. if I run away he won't forgive me, I'll have to live a memory with someone I used to share them with
How tedious
"You don't need anyone other than me right now, I'll do anything as long as you stay.." he looks at me and ticks one brow upwards "..here, with me."
