All those times
I was looking at you from afar,
For at least once
Have you looked back to see me too?
You and Me Series : 1
>Childhood friends AU
>Started: February 21, 2021
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"were you happy while I was gone?"
dang it, I forgot that he's studying here now
"I don't know"
You came back, after so long you suddenly showed yourself in front of me while shoving it in my heart that we were long over, that your feelings were already gone
Your love for me is gone
But right now, in front of me I realized that you came back
Out of anger, you're back
"Please..." I clench my fists "don't hurt Jimin." hearing those words I see his fists curl tightly as his nails dig unto his soft skin "why are you favoring him more than me now?"
What in the flower is he upset now about?
"I just know that you came back to torment him, I wouldn't mind if you step on our past but Jimin is out of your hold, he's my concern now" I tell him as I stand up
He takes steps towards me as he holds my hand gently against his "you need to understand me" I slap his disgusting hand away from me
"We're over, what about that?" I arch a brow at him, what the hell is there for me to understand, that he left me with no choice, is that it? "don't involve yourself with me, I don't even know why you're here-"
"I wanted to see you."
I widen my eyes from the sudden pierce in my heart, such shallow words and yet I finally came to admit that I yearned to hear that from him, I wanted to see him too
But I can't
"Everyday, I stare at the sky and ponder if you're doing fine without me, I kept on asking myself if you were happy that I was gone"
"Right now, I'm glad you're-"
I took a step and enveloped him my arms tightly, tears sting my eyes when I feel him respond "I loved you, and I don't want to take anything away from you" I admit
"I just wanted to ask you what I did wrong, did I upset you? was I not enough? were you bored" I vent out my real feelings "when you were walking away from me, you didn't know how much I wanted to chase after you but I couldn't!"
"I couldn't come after you because I was scared" I sink in his arms while telling my complaints, I've been keeping it in for so long that I could finally breathe
I'm finally happy that I told you what I felt back then
"I wanted you to stay and tell me that everything was alright but you left" I grip unto his shirt tightly "no more forsaking, please. please don't leave me again"
