Friends with benefits | Chacha

Its for the best

Chases POV:
There's still a chance.... thank god...
I'm really happy the baby might be okay.....
Doctor: "please leave sir. We will tell you when you can come in. We need to focus, she's losing a lot of blood"
Wait wait wait-
What am I thinking?? Why am I thinking about the baby right now?!! What about her??
Is she gonna be okay?!!
What is she dies?!
I shouldn't be thinking about if the kids gonna survive, I should be thinking about her?! I drove her to the point where she thought she had to kill the Kid?! I did this. Maybe If I hadn't yelled at her then she wouldn't have done this?! My god.
She's dying because of me...
Doctor: "sir please get out"
Chase: "oh- sorry"
I walked out of the room and sat on at the waiting area.
I really hope she's gonna be okay...
Both of them...

1 hour later

I've been sitting here for an hour worried.
I can't think.
I can't lose her.
A doctor came out and I stood up worried
Doctor: "they are both okay"
He smiled
THANK GOD
Chase: "thank you so much"
Doctor: "you may see her"
I nodded
I ran into the room and saw her sitting laying there.
It had looked like someone had sucked the life out of her.
I sat beside her 
Chase: "hey... you okay?"
She nodded and smiled at me
Chase: "I'm so sorry! I never should have yelled at you or called you a bitch or any of tha-"
She cut me off by kissing me.
Charli: "it's okay chase. It's over. I forgive you"
Charli: "can we just pretend that never happened? We need each other right now and you're all I got"
She nodded
I smiled.
Chase: "you sure you're okay...?"
Charli: "yeah... I'm just glad that I no longer have to deal with being pregnant"
She laughed-
She doesn't know-
She doesn't know the kids not dead-
Shit- how am I gonna tell her-
Chase: "umm... Charli.... do you know?"
Charli: "yeah I know, I killed it. That was the plan"
She laughed again
Chase: "no.... not that.... so turns out you hit the wrong spot... you're still pregnant Charli..."
Her eyes widened
She laughed nervously
Charli: "for- for a second I believed you... haha good one"
She put on a fake smile
Chase: "charli... you didn't kill it..."
She laughed nervously again
Charli: "haha no, because that would be implying that I did ALL OF THIS FOR NOTHING?!! THAT WOULD BE IMPLYING THAT I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF FOR FUCKING NOTHING"
I could see that she was crying.
Chase: "it's gonna be okay Charli"
I put my arms around her and hugged her.
Charli: "this- this baby just doesn't wanna leave does it"
Chase: "please don't try that again Charli... you really worried me"
She pulled away from the hug
Charli: "oh you better believe Il try it again. But this time Il make sure to kill it."
What?!! She almost died??! She tries that again she'll be dead!
Chase: "you are joking right?"
Charli: "why would I be joking? I told you I don't want a kid now. I don't plan on breaking my word"
Chase: "charli please. Please don't. I beg you"
Charli: "it's not your choice to make. Sorry..."
Chase: "actually I'm the father?!! So it is my choice?!"
Charli: "my body my choice."
Chase: "IM NOT GONNA LET YOU DIE ON ME?!"
Charli: "I won't die. I promise"
Chase: "charli?? You're ruining your chances at being pregnant again. What if this is your last shot??"
Charli: "oh my god that would be such a relief. Then I wouldn't have to worry ever again about being pregnant. I'm a really fertile person and I just wish I wasn't"
I swear to god-
Chase: "Stop hurting yourself. Please."
Charli: "I'm sorry chase but I'm not gonna stop until it's dead"
Chase: "but-"
The doctor cut me off
doctor: "can I ask you guys a few questions?"
I nodded
Doctor: "so Charli, why did you stab yourself?"
Charli: "um... it was an accident"
Doctor: "you sure?"
Chase: "no it wasn't an accident. She's suicidal."
... I didn't think I'd have to do this...
Charli: "what no I'm not?!!"
Chase: "doc, she needs help. She doesn't know it but she does. The baby isn't in safe hands. Please help her. She's tried to kill herself more then once, she's stabbed herself multiple times. Help her"
I know she won't like this... but I can't let that child die...
Charli: "I don't need help?!!"
Chase: "she's in denial. I'm sorry"
Doctor: "that's okay... we can send her to a psychiatric hospital for a little maybe till she gives birth, then we will see what we can do after that?"
Chase: "yeah... I think that's best..."
Charli: "WHAT?!! YOURE SENDING ME TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL?!"
Chase: "charli... it's what's best..."
I'm sorry I have to do this, but they will make sure that she doesn't do anything to the baby. I know she doesn't really need help and this is sorta selfish but it's my kid too. And if I can't say anything to change her mind about killing it, then maybe il just have to send her somewhere where she can't.
Doctor: "don't worry ms.damelio, they will take good care of you."
Charli: "you can't send me there?! I'm an adult?!! I can make my own choices?!"
Doctor: "we can send you there if we believe you are suicidal and you need help. You're boyfriend here has given us reasons to believe you are"
Charli: "I'm not suicidal!!"
Doctor: "what are those marks on your stomach mame..."
He pointed at the scars of the last time she tried killing a baby.
Charli: "no!? it's not what it looks like. I- I just wanted an abortion but I couldn't get one so I tried to kill it"
Doctor: "oh my gosh. She needs serious help"
I nodded slowly
Charli: "please don't do this chase. I beg you."
She looked at me right in the eyes.

All I wanted to do was take her home... but she's making that pretty difficult.
I feel bad.
I really do.
I don't want to let her go.
I don't want to wake up alone everyday for 9 months but it's for the best
Charli: "I love you. You don't have to do this. If you loved me you wouldn't"
Chase: "I do love you and that's why I'm doing this"
Charli: "IL KEEP THE KID IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT. IL DO ANYTHING?! JUST DONT DO THIS?!"
....
What if she's not lying?
What is she will keep the kid?
Maybe I should just forget this whole idea.
Chase: "oka-"
Janet: "NO. She needs to go there. She isn't well. SHES GONNA KILL IT. DONT BELIEVE HER."
That's great. Janets ghost is back.
But maybe she does have a point
... I can't believe her...
She's gonna kill it then run away..
Chase: "I'm sorry Charli. Not happening. Besides, it's not gonna be that bad. It's only until you give birth."
Charli: "no no no! You don't understand?! I'm gonna miss graduation, I'm not gonna get my diploma, so I won't be able to graduate. YOURE RUINING MY WHOLE LIFE"
She cried
Chase: "you'll... be fine...."
Charli: "YOU ARE RUINING OUR ENTIRE LIFE PLAN TOGETHER FOR THIS KID!!"
Chase: "doctor! Please take her..."

A/n
Well😃 the baby definitely isn't dead

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