Friends with benefits | Chacha

Out

Charlis POV:
He's crazy. He's gone out of his mind.
I want nothing but to get out of here and never see him again. But I know that I will never be able to do that. No matter what happens I somehow always end up back with him. It's like the universe wants us to be together even though we aren't right for each other at all.
Chase: "charli. I'm sorry. I can't let you go"
Charli: "please chase. Il do anything"
Chase: "...you know what. Il let you go-"
Charli: "wait really??"
Chase: "just answer these questions"
Charli: "ok..?"
This shouldn't be too hard
Chase: "do you still love me?"
Charli: "of course I love you."
Chase: "are you still in love with me?"
...
Charli: "..."
Chase: "please, just answer... are you still in love with me?"
Charli: "no..."
I felt so bad saying that, and I don't even know why. He's kidnapped me, he's been stalking me yet I still have a hard time saying that I'm no longer in Love with him...
I see tears fill his eyes
Chase: "why..."
Charli: "I'm sorry chase... but people fall out of love.... I got tired of waiting for you to come and get me and it just happened..."
He turned around trying not to show me that he was crying.
Charli: "I'm sorry... but can you let me go now? I answered"
Chase: "are you in love with him?"
Charli: "sorry?"
Chase: "are you in love with him?"
Charli: "who?"
Chase: "you know who"
Charli: "Jaxson..."
Chase: "yeah. Answer the question. Are you in love with him."
Charli: "yeah..."
I watched him go from sad to devastated in 2 seconds.
Chase: "I need a second-d"
He said crying.
He walked to the bathroom and I heard him cry. I felt bad.
I knew he wasn't gonna let me out after this. But he wanted the truth so I gave it to him.

He eventually came out of the bathroom, his face was tear stained.
He came up to me and I moved backwards, a little scared on what he was doing.
He took the key out of his pocket and unlocked the handcuffs.
I was confused.
What's he doing?
Charli: "what are you doing?"
Chase: "I said I'd let you go if you answered my questions"
Charli: "oh..."
I didn't think he'd actually do it.
Chase: "go!"
He said a little angry.
I nodded.
I grabbed my backpack and took a few of my things.
I walked to the door and looked behind me at chase. He was crying.
He curled up into a ball on the ground against the wall and put his face in his knees.
to be honest, I felt bad.
I walked towards him, and got on my knees beside him.
I picked his face up from his legs and kissed him.
I pulled away after a second
Charli: "goodbye chase"
He said nothing.
I got up and walked away.
I felt a tear run down my face.
I really hate that it came this.

Chases POV:
I lost the only person I love.
I ruined everything because of my stupid obsession. Why couldn't I have just been normal??
None of this would have happened.
If I would have just confessed my feelings for her and stopped being childish for 1 second, we could have been together right now. She would have never gotten back together with Jaxson. She would have still been in love with me and not him. But nope, life's not that easy, it can never go my way and in the end, I lost everything. Everything I cared about, everything I lived for and everything I loved.
Now what do I have to live for?
Not Myself.
Not Charli.
My life? What life.
At the end of the day, I have nothing.
I've pushed everybody away and I have nothing to live for, so what's the point in living?

Charlis POV:
I walked to jaxsons room and walked in.
He's being Staying in an extra dorm at school that nobody's using
I put my bag down and sat on the couch.
Jaxson: "so your just gonna come in here and act like everything's normal?? You stood me up!"
Charli: "I'm sorry. I forgot"
I'm not gonna tell him about chase.
I don't want chase to go to jail, he has it bad enough already. It will just take losing me to learn his Lesson
Jaxson: "what?? That's it?? You forgot?? Where were you??"
Charli: "I really don't feel like talking right now."
Jaxson: "where were you?!!"
Charli: "did you not hear me?"
Jaxson: "are you cheating on me?"
Charli: "what?? No"
Jaxson: "then what are you hiding?!"
Charli: "I'm not hiding anything and also, maybe you should stop being an idiot and respect my privacy before I break up with you"
He rolled his eyes and laid down on the bed.
Jaxson: "why are you even here?"
Charli: "because I'm moving in here"
Jaxson: "oh. Why the change of heart?"
Charli: "things change"
I couldn't admit that he was right, part of me didn't want to.
Jaxson: "ok."
I sighed and laid on the couch.
Jaxson: "you can sleep in my bed with me if you want? You don't have to sleep on the couch"
Charli: "I'm okay. Il just stay on the couch for tonight"

Chases POV:
So, what should I do. Should I write a note before I do it? Who would see it? Who would care?
I guess I should write one for Charli. Even though she doesn't like me anymore, she should know why I'm doing this.
She should know why I've decided to end it all.

I grabbed a paper and started writing,
"Dear Charli, if you are reading this it means I'm most likely dead. I know you don't love me anymore and I know you think I'm a crazy sociopath that's in love with you, but the truth is, I'm not. I'm just a guy who's deeply in love with a girl who will never love him back. I know we are over, and I've accepted that but you are the person I was meant for, you are the person I was meant to find and if that's over, then I have nothing left. So that's the reason I killed myself. I hope you find happiness Charli, I really do, even if I'm not it."

Well. Now that that's done all I have to do is do it...

A/n
That exalted🥲✋

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