Friends with benefits | Chacha

I dont deserve you

Chases POV:
It was my least favourite day of the week. Wednesday. I get to spend no time with charli because I have a bunch of classes today, and she has none. In the morning I woke up with her then started getting ready.
Chase: "bye char"
I kissed her on her head
Charli: "bye chase"
What she didn't know is that, I'm skipping a class today so we can spend time together. Plus it's not a really important class. I went to class, and it was really boring.

Time skip to after class

I was finally finished 4 classes and I'm planning to skip the classes for the rest of the day.
I was in a good mood because I'd planed to have a nice day with charli
I went to the dorm and tried opening the door, but for the first time it was actually locked, I didn't know why until I heard moaning from the inside of the room. I took a deep breath, wanting it to be a nightmare. Wanting to wake up...but I never did. I just sat outside of the room sitting against the wall, banging my head against the wall. Am I not good enough? Is one guy not enough for her?? I had a blank expression not even knowing what to do. I sat there for hours Doing nothing. Is this what she does when I'm gone??
Was I being played this whole time??
Eventually the guy came out of the room. He looked at me but I just ignored him not even looking at him. He left and then I decided to go in the room
Charli: "hey Babe"
Chase: "hi..."
I went on my bed and sat there looking at the wall,
Charli: "what's wrong"
Chase: "am I not enough for you?"
I said with a blank expression
Charli: "what do you mean"
Chase: "we've been together for not even a week"
At this point she had realized that I knew what she did.
Charli: "I'm sorry chase..."
Chase: "are you really"
Charli: "of course I am"
Chase: "then why did you do it"
I said while still looking blankly at the wall trying to to tear up.
She came and sat beside me and explained
Charli: "when something is going really good. I self sabotage, I didn't want to get heartbroken so I make stupid choices. And that lead me to this. And I'm sorry I really am"
I was still heartbroken but I wanted us to last, I am really into her and I don't want us to break up...
Chase: "ok...well you promise you won't do it again"
Charli: "wait you're forgiving me?"
Chase: "yea, I think we can move past this"
Charli: "I can't...I don't deserve you!! You are perfect. You are the perfect boyfriend. And I don't know why you are interested in ME?? You are forgiving me for cheating?? I'm sorry chase...but we are too different"
Chase: "are you breaking up with me right now??"
She shook her head nodding "yes"
I looked away and held in my tears, I was angry and sad. Why would she do this to me!?
Chase: "are you kidding?? After everything we've been through?!"
Charli: "I'm sorry..."
Chase: "I have to go."
I left mad and sad. She broke up with me... I really thought we had something... I really thought she was the one.

Charlis POV:
When chase left, I had an anxiety attack. I was so sad but I knew I had to do it. We are just not meant to be... and I know cheating was not the right thing to do...but it's what I had to do to make myself feel better. And I should not have done it. For hours chase was gone. I was getting worried.

Chases POV:
I went outside to get some air... I couldn't really breathe because I was still so overwhelmed. I went back into the school and Luna walked by me.
Luna: "hey babe, look I'm so sorry about what I said, I should not have gotten mad at you just because you weren't ready to say I love you"
Wait wait. We didn't break up!?!?
Chase: "oh...that okay..."
At this point, I needed something to get over Charli and I was feeling so vulnerable. So I Grabbed her hand and went to the bathroom and (yk yk. I don't add smuts for people other than Charli and chase)
Instantly after that I felt so guilty. Charli and I just broke up. I feel so bad...but I'm also still mad at her... so I guess I have an excuse.
I went back to the dorm and pretended like nothing happened.

Charlis POV:
Chase came back and didn't even look at me, he went straight to his bed and just sat there looking at the wall, I turned on a Tv and played a movie. We both watched but nobody talked
Charli: "this is exactly what I didn't want"
Chase: "what?"
Charli: "I didn't wanna ruin our friendship. You were my best friend. And I lost you. I loved you as my friend. And just because we aren't dating doesn't mean we can't go back to what we had before that?"
Chase: "I- I don't know if I can see you without being sad"
Charli: "well you're gonna have to because, we live in the same dorm"
Chase: "I guess you're right and I love you too as my friend, now get over here"
He said taping his bed.
I came over and sat beside him, he gave me a side ways hug (you know what I mean) and we continued the movie, and even though we weren't dating, it felt like we were...

Narrators POV:
But what Charli didn't know, was chase loved her more than in just a friend way.

A/n
I know you hate me right now but don't worry you have to be patient . Anyways thanks for 1k reads and if you have any ideas then comment them down. Btw sorry for the kinda short chapter.