KNY ONESHOTS

𝐒. 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢[𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮..𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭]

Xmale reader
3rd Pov
Just an angst about the lesson of cherishing people..

Spoiler warning!

Any one who knew of the wind pillars tsugoku...knew he wasn't a happy person. The teen male was always being told off or being yelled at. Not that Sanemi cared.

He wasn't his family he was his student. He did need to care for him. So why?
Sanemi was also seen as not caring of his own brother.

It made the young wind user boil with anger. Why?

There were days the tsugoku tried to get along with him, try and bond with him. Did sanemi allow it? No because vulnerability is weakness.

So instead the tsugoku was forced to sit outside all night. It rained.

He got sick, did Sanemi now care? No.

Instead three other pillars had to basically threaten or force him to apologize. Some offering like Tokito to become his master. But Sanemi didn't allow it.

Genya one day dropped by. That was a war.

From stopping him from attacking him and trying to make the brothers have a conversation. What did he get? Sit out side like a dog? No. He made him do strike practice. Basically get his with swords, wooden swords by Sanemi.

Everyone even Giyuu warned the wind pillar to be kinder to him. Which he didn't listen. So when the young tsugoku had fallen ill after another night of being a watch dog. He had enough.

"What?"

"I said I am not going back. What use am I Genya? He doesn't like me and treats me horribly. He doesn't care for my basic needs and ignored me as well. Its a gift I even can live their. I am not going back to being in living agony."

Genya understood and knew his brother can be rough.. but he still wanted someone to be after his in succession. If not him he wanted his best friend to. 

"(M/n)-kun? Maybe give it another try? For me please.. I want aniki to have someone other than me. Well more himself.."

Genya tilted his head down. He didn't want his brother alone.

The other male sighed and rubbed his temples. He agreed to try again and train under him more. What is the worst? What more does he have to be put through?

The tsugoku returned to the wind dojo and apologized for his absence only to be grumbled at and ordered to train. He did. Without complaints.

Told off again? Listened with a straight face without complaints.

Asked to run for hours without rest? He did it without complaints.

It was until the day of the final battle did he have a complaint. he was off fighting upper moon four with the serpent and love pillar. Also with the demon named Yushiro. He fought well and strongly.

They may have not won technically but moved forward towards Muzan. The battle was long and extinguishing but a win is a win.

As the tsugoku was looking for his best friend to tell him they won..he saw no body. He didn't understand. He asked Sanemi only to be turned with anger.

"WHAT? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT? " The tsugoku despite having major injuries bowed and asked where Genya was.

Sanemi felt tears well up but his anger got the best of him again.

"Probably in heaven all happy in shit, bastard."

Now it made sense. He died.

The tsugoku knew of how Genya used his ability and almost could die from it even warning him. But he didn't listen. So now hearing of what happened and piecing it together..

"I hate you." He said as he stood.

He looked toward his master and spat on the ground.

"You were a horrible master and an even worse brother. I hate you." He said, tears for his dear friends and family fell off his face. The young man cried and sobbed of how he hated him so dam much. He wished he was never his tsugoku.

"The reason I only stayed as your students was because he couldn't! He wanted me to stay so you wouldn't be alone! He wanted you to be happy Shinazugawa-san!  It was so evident!"

He stood up and began to walk away leaving Sanemi alone.

He remembered Genya last words. How he was the nicest person in the world..

He choked a sob.

His brother forced his tsugoku who he treated like shit to stay with him because he couldn't. He treated him just like Genya.

But those words out of his mouth..

Sounded like his and Genya's.

He sobbed into his hands as he bowed on his knees begging a god somewhere. 

"I don't want to be alone..I'm so sorry (M/n), Genya..I'm so sorry.."

The wind pillar then sat alone once again. But this time he knew neither of said teens were coming back. Who would?

He deserved to be hated.