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𝐈. 𝐎𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐢[ 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭+ 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐢𝐜]

This will par with the song "Feelings are fatal" By Mxmtoon.

XFEMreader
3nd Pov

Angst full on, just sad.

Requested by: utahima

She always thought he was stay by her side. But no, she was wrong..

Did she envy her? No. As long as she made him happy.

I'm happy for you,
I'm smiling for you..

(Y/n) was Obanai's best friend since childhood, helping with his escape from his old home and also passing final selection with him too. When they became pillars the two swore to be by each others side. Till the end.

I'd do anything

For you, for you..

But alas, those promises were as dead as when he met a pink and green haired name Mitsuri Kanroji.. A girl so sweet when she met (Y/n) she felt her sugar levels rise. But Iguro grew infatuated with her.

"Help me (Y/n)! I want to impress her! What should I do?"

It's always for you

And never for me..

(Y/n) would help him get her attention, by asking in secret what her favorite flowers were and what not..to the point all in his garden weren't the flowers they had for years..a treasure for the two but pink flowers..not (favorite color).

But alas she smiled through and reminded as long as he was happy she was too.. 

But the days he would not visit her house anymore or even send a crow made her days feel longer and more dim..

 I need it to stop

So let me tell you, please..

 But at pillar meetings he wouldn't come sit with her, or at the dinners. Instead he sat with Kanroji..but (Y/n) sat with Giyuu and Shinobu..But her heart still heart..the person she cared for was slowly loosing his for her.

I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely

She would cry some nights in memories of those times where he and her would run and play..how he would sing and dance with her even though he was never confident in himself to do so..bitter sweet melancholy dreams would fill her head in those times..

But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly 

All the time she would leave, not muttering a word. Sometimes it hurt more of how Kanroji would come and tell her of how amazing he was, as if she never knew herself. How he can cook, what his favorite foods were. But all (Y/n) did was put on a smile and never mutter her sadness..

'Don't bother his happiness (Y/n)'

Till some days she would cough and cough, blood and small rose petals..
Red rose petals. But never let shown, never let seen. Bother him and he will be angry and through you a side. That would feel much worse..

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

She would cough and cough until no end, blood on the floors of her estate. Some would think a demon attacked but no. It was her own undying feeling doing the damage..Servants and kakushi begging her to tell Kocho or anyone for the matter. But no, she never did..

 I need it to stop
And I want to be able

She would stop coming to pillar meetings under notes of personal matters, even the m aster worried. But she would show up.

But Iguro wouldn't.

He would just go to her, not (Y/n).

To open up but,

My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)

She was tired, in pain. Everytime she saw their love grow, hers burned and stabbed her lungs. Making breath using incapable. But when asked if okay she would shake her head and never mutter any words.

'Be a bother and his happiness would dwindle..'

But soon those times would fall.. She cheered him on from the side, a side cast away and forgotten. Never to be said to again. But nonetheless she kept forward. Going to every meeting and asking to leave early.

Even the boy Tanjiro could smell she was ill, fatally ill. She needed help. He told Giyuu who immediately urged her to go speak to Kocho.

"Tanjiro said you are sick (Y/n)-chan. Please, you are ill we can see it! Iguro does not matter, you digging your own grave!" His tone was true and cold. He cared for his fellow comrade. She needed help and fast.

To the point, she was bed ridden in days of having the illnes.

How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've triedBut opening up
Means trusting others
And that's just too much
I don't want to bother

But not, she refused to bother him..telling him would hurt. His happiness lied with Mitsuri. So she smiled sadly at Giyuu and walked away.

Back in her home she held onto the small bracelet he and her made when they were children. The memories hurt and burned into her chest. Thorns and petal were all around her bed, painted like a river in a grand piece.

Her body was stiff..her mind was closing. Eyes heavy but not for slumber, more so from pain. More and more she threw up blood and petals. No one was there. He wasn't there to save her as she thought he would..

His happiness lied elsewhere..

"All that matters is he is happy.."

So I'll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep

All that mattered was if Obanai was happy.

Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Even if that mean't she would die from it.

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

No matter how long she would suffer, it would never be said or told. the flowers in that garden were closing her throat. The thorns scratching her lungs and burning her inside to out. Blood dripped and so did tears..

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but

She opened her eyes one last time, she slowly made her way to the old haori that belonged to him..it was balck and had a snake on it. She kept it after they became slayers. Not letting the blood from her eyes or mouth or even nose fall on it. She muttered her small prasies.

My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal

"I loved you. Obanai.."

Hello! Thanks for the requested! Sorry was a little late! Byebye!