Our Relationship

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I'm so sorry, I probably won't be posting as frequently. Unfortunately my family and I are being kicked out of our house, and are having to find a house and we have three more weeks. We have been declined for about 10 or more houses. We did find a house and payed someone a lot of money who said we can have it did everything online as they moved to a place far away from us. And sadly we've been scammed and are having to find a house as soon as possible. We have contacted the police but they told us they can't do anything about it. So I apologise in advance for not updating as much x

Tessa's POV:

The test reads POSITIVE.

I can't believe it, I'm pregnant. There is a baby inside of me. But how I'm on birth control?

I'm scared, my Mom will hate me, and I'm not sure how Hardin will react anymore.

"Steph I'm pregnant" I break into tears as she hugs me.

"What do I do, my Mom will hate me" I cry.

"Shhh its okay, if anything happens you can always stay with me for awhile" she tells me and I hug her tighter.

"I think I want to go home" I tell her.

"We can just cut the trip short" she says.

"No I don't want to stop you guys from having fun" I say.

"Tess don't be stupid, you are my best friend. We are cutting this trip short okay" she demands.

I honestly don't know what I'd do without Steph, she is just such a supportive friend.

"Okay" I say back wiping my tears off my face.

"Do you think Hardin will stay with me?" I ask her.

"I don't know, the both are you are only 16 and I don't think a kid was apart of your plan. Just think positive okay?" She says.

"I don't want him to break up with me, I love him Steph" I tell her. I just admitted I love him. I mean I do love him.

"Wow you guys were that serious?" She questions.

"We've never said it to each other, nor have we ever admitted it but I know I love him. I'm just not sure he loves me. He treats me so well, like yesterday when we got back up to the room we started doing things, you know. But then I got a cramp and he told me that I'm way more important than any sexual pleasure" it made me happy when he told me that, I felt loved and so important to him.

"I genuinely feel so happy with him Steph" I tell her and sob.

"Its okay Tess" she comforts me.

"I think I'm gonna go back to bed now, and just rest till everyone gets up. Also just cuddle up to Hardin while it lasts" I say.

"Think positive Tessa, he won't break up with you" she tells me and leaves.

I grab the positive pregnancy test and hide it in my bag.

"Tess?" Hardin looks at me with a sleepy expression, shit I really hope he didn't see the test.

"Baby what are you doing?" he asks. I just want to cry right now.

"Umm I was just putting a spare tampon in my bag, I got my period cause I haven't been taking the pills" I lie.

"Are you okay?" he asks.

"Yeah I'm fine" I say.

"Come back to bed, I want to cuddle" he says, it looks like he's drifting off to sleep again. I get back in bed and cuddle up with him. He's already fallen asleep, this might be the last time I cuddle with him.