Our Relationship

Scared

Tessa's POV:

"Fuck, Hardin" I yell with tears streaming down my face.

"Hardin" I yell for him again.

"Oh my god" I cry and Hardin runs in.

"There is blood" I cry and point to the blood on my underwear.

"Tess" he wraps his arms around me trying to comfort me.

"I think I lost the baby" I sob and hug into him.

"My baby" I say with tears streaming down my face as I hold my belly.

"Do you want me to get Steph?" He asks and I nod.

Steph quickly runs in and hugs me.

"Tess we are going to take you to the doctor, I've called my Mom. She said she'll come and get us. She'll be here soon she's just making us an appointment first" She tells me.

"I don't want to lose this baby Steph. I've lost everyone I love because I'm pregnant, my Mom hates me, the one person I really loved doesn't want anything to do with me and if I lose this baby I don't know if I could get through it" I tell her crying.

"Why is Hardin here?" Steph asks.

"Oh my god what if it is my fault?" I cry, I allowed me and Hardin to have sex last night what if that killed the baby.

"What if what's your fault Tess?" Steph asks.

"I let me and Hardin to have sex last night, but we went slow I made sure of it. What if that killed the baby?" I explain still crying.

"You and Hardin had sex last night?" She asks, I nod and she looks at Hardin.

"Why? You got her pregnant Hardin, not bother to talk to her and decide you want to have sex. She has gone through some much and you haven't been there for her. You fucking broke up with her. She fucking loved you Hardin, you couldn't even be there for her when she needed you. But because your a horny fucking bastard, you have sex with her knowing she is pregnant with your child. Also try and have your say in who she can and can't kiss. You are a fucking asshole" Steph yells at him.

"Well fuck you Steph, you knew I loved her, you's all knew. So don't try and blame this on me, I was going to tell her and you told me not to because you knew she was pregnant. Her being pregnant wasn't my fault, she told me she was on birth control. And Steph remember it takes two people to have sex and two people to create a god damn baby. So why am I getting in the shit about it from everyone" He yells back.

"Stop it. I am still here" I yell at the both of them.

"I have probably just lost my child and when the both of you's are yelling it is not helping" I cry.

"Now can you's get out so I can clean up" I say.

"Well I'm going to talk to Tristian, I need to rant to someone" Steph sighs and walks out being dramatic like usual. Then Hardin leaves the bathroom.

I'm in the shower now cleaning off the blood, I put my hands on my stomach and start crying. I mean at least the bleeding has stopped for now.

"I'm sorry" I say to the baby if it's still there.

"Hardin" I call out to see if he's still there. I know Steph is probably talking to Tristian right now and I need clothes.

"Yeah" he mumbles at the door.

"You can come in you know, I don't care right now." I tell him honestly, I'm so tired I just really don't give a shit and then he opens the door.

"I need a towel, and I don't have any clothes" I explain.

"Umm well I found my old bag under the cabinet from when we stayed one night here, when everyone didn't know we were dating. It's got a pair of you panties and bra but not your clothes" he tells me looking down uncomfortably.

"Well I'll take the underwear but the bra won't fit. My boobs have grown" I say.

"Are there any of your clothes in there? Could I just borrow them?" I ask and he nods. He comes back in the bathroom handing me the towel and clothes.

It's he grey sweatshirt and black sweatpants and they smell just like him too. I love his sent, it's so comforting to me. I put on the clothes.

"Hey it will be alright" He tells me.

"Don't say that I don't wanna cry right now" I tell him and he brings me into a hug.

Steph's Mom is in the front yard and it quickly get into her car and explain everything. Steph gets in the car, she apologises and we head to the doctors.

I'm in the doctors room with Steph waiting. The doctor comes in, she puts the gel on my stomach. I'm so scared.

"So you experienced some bleeding, yes?" The doctor asks and I nod.

She checks the baby and I'm sure she is looking for a heartbeat. This doctor confuses me, she never really moves the stick thing around just in one patch. But I thought the baby is in the whole of the stomach. Then loud and clear you can hear a beautiful heartbeat.

"Well it seems your baby is perfect, the bleeding was probably just a bit of growth" She explains and a big relief was lifted off my shoulder.

"Can I get pictures?" I ask and the doctor nods. She explains more of what happened and what it was, and reassuring me it wasn't because of sex.

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Sorry for the short chapter xx

I'll maybe double post x