I'm Sorry

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Tessa's POV:

We get back to the cabin, Hardin looks pissed at me for some reason.

"Why are you so annoyed at me?" I ask him confused.

"Are you serious Tessa? You literally had this attitude on the hike, then said I was being annoying" he yells.

"I'm sorry that I didn't feel good enough to hike" I tell him.

"Well you should have told me that when I asked before we left" he says.

"Well I felt like it then" I say, I'm making absolutely no sense. I've probably ruined Hardin's day. I feel terrible.

"I'm sorry" I say and start crying. I feel so guilty.

"Oh Tess, it's okay" Hardin says pulling me into a hug. I wrap my arms tightly around his waist.

"Babe just tell me what's really wrong?" he asks.

"I don't know I think me feeling emotional and all that just might be from not taking my birth control" I explain.

"It's okay" he says.

"No it's not, I've ruined your trip" I say.

"Babe you haven't the trip hasn't even really started. But I know a way you could make it up to me" he says with a smirk. He always tries to fix things with sex, I mean I'm usually against it but right now I don't care.

He leans down and connects our lips. Our kiss gradually becomes more heated, we walk over to the couch and I straddle him. I slip my tongue in his mouth and start grinding my hips against his crotch. Hardin accidentally slips a moan from his mouth which makes me turned on.

"Oh come on guys there is a room for you two, to do that in" Steph says as everyone walks in.

"Well you's weren't here and we just so happen to have an argument and make up in this room. Why are you's back so early?" Hardin asks.

"The trail got blocked off, we found a sign like 5 minutes after you left so we decided to come back" Zed says.

I get off Hardin's lap and everyone comes in and sits on the couch, we decide to put a movie on. We all ended up watching the first two Harry Potter movies, basically wasting our whole day. I check my phone it's almost 6pm, so we decide to watch the third.

Finally it's finished because I definitely couldn't stand to watch another movie.

"Can we go to the room?" I ask Hardin.

"Pleaseeeee" I beg and start pulling his hand.

"Have fun" Tristian says as Hardin flips him off as we walk to the room.

I close the door behind us and lock it, I smash our lips together and begin walking to the bed.

"Tess" he moans.

He lifts me up and holds me against the wall, our clothes are discarded. Hardin then enters me and slowly thrusts in and out of me.

"Ahhh" I moan.

"You feel so amazing Tess" he says.

All of a sudden a get a cramp in my in my lower abdomen.

"Oww" I say in pain.

"Baby what's wrong? Did I hurt you?" Hardin asks with a worried tone in his voice. He pulls out of me and puts me down.

"No, no, no, you didn't hurt me, I just got a really weird cramp feeling down here" I explain.

"Are you okay?" he asks.

"Yeah it just hurts kind of like period cramps but the only thing is it's not period cramps, you know?" I say and a confused expression fills his face.

"Wait that's right guys don't get periods" I say.

"Is there anything you need me to do?" He asks and I shake my head.

"I think I just want to take a nap or lay down just try and brush this pain off. If that's okay?" I feel so bad.

"I'm sorry bub, I know your probably sore. I mean you didn't even finish" I say feeling guilty.

"Baby its okay, you are way more important to me over any sexual pleasure" he tells me and gives me a soft peck on my lips.

"Thank you" I hug him.

"Do you think it would be okay if I wore your shirt that you had on?" I ask him.

"Of course I would love that" he says. He grabs it off the ground and hands it to me. I grab my panties and slide them up my legs. I slip Hardin's shirt over my head and pass him his boxers.

...

I woke up from like a two hour nap and see Hardin awake on his phone.

"How are you feeling?" He asks me.

"I have a bad headache and I'm just feeling horrible" I tell him and he cuddles into me, giving me a kiss on the forehead.

I still feel really tired, so I close my eyes and cuddle up to Hardin and fall asleep once again.

That nap accidentally turned into a full nights sleep. I woke up at 6:23am, once again I was feeling really nauseous. I got up and ran out of bed to the bathroom were I began to vomit again.

Thankfully Hardin hasn't woken up, I'm trying to be as quiet as possible but it's hard to when your vomiting.

Then Steph comes in, I forgot Molly's and her room were right next door.

"Tess are you okay?" She asks concerned.

"Yeah just woke up feeling sick that's all" I explain.

"You woke up sick yesterday. Are you sure your okay?" She asks again.

"Yeah I'm fine. It might just be the withdrawals from the birth control" I tell her.

"Tess I don't think you can get withdrawals from birth control" She says.

"Tess have you ever thought that you might be pregnant?" Steph asks, I feel shocked and scared.

"No I can't be" I answer.

"Did you and Hardin have unprotected sex?" She asks.

"Well I mean yeah only because I was on the pills, seriously I'm not pregnant okay. Like I'll admit we have unprotected sex quite regularly but I can't be pregnant" I explain.

"Tess not all birth controls work, how do you think my Mom got pregnant with me?" Fuck. I could possibly be pregnant with Hardin's child. We're only young.

"Look I have a spare pregnancy test in my bag from like 2 weeks ago, I think you should use it" She tells me. Okay maybe I should take one, just to prove to Steph and my anxious brain that I'm not pregnant. Wait I've gained weight, I had a little bump. Shit. I could actually be pregnant. My Mom would kill me.

Steph comes back with the unused test. I flush the vomit down the toilet and take the test from her hand. She walks outside and closes the door.

"Pee on it for 5 seconds" she whispers through the crack of the door.

I grab the stick and pull my pants down sitting on the toilet. Then I pee on the stick for 5 seconds, I finish up in the toilet and put the lid on the test. I wash my hands and call Steph in. I flip the test over so we don't see the result.

"How long do we wait?" I ask Steph nervously.

"3 minutes" She tells me.

"I'm scared. If I am my Mom is going to kill me and Hardin, she'll kick me out. I know she will. Hardin will hate me" I start crying and she takes me in her arms to comfort me.

"It's okay Tess, you will always have me and if you get kicked out you can stay with me. My Mom wouldn't ever let you have no were to go while pregnant at a young age" She tells me.

The test beeps, which means its ready. Its one of those digital ones that say pregnant or not pregnant.

"Are you ready?" Steph asks me. and I nod. I grab the test and flip it over...

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I guess you'll have to wait and see if she is pregnant or not?

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