Our Relationship

Twins

Tessa's POV:

We took a stop to target to get two baby shirts that say 'I love my twin sister' and 'I love my twin brother'. That is how we are going to reveal the baby is actually babies and the genders. I'm very excited to see there reactions I can't wait.

I text the group chat to meet us at Hardin's place after school, to find out the gender and that it's twins. I'm excited, beyond excited that we're having twins. But I'm also just so nervous. Like how with Hardin and I do it?
Being a parents to twins still in high school?
How will we ever make that work?

I'm also worried on how this could affect our relationship. We've only just recently gotten back together and I know he loves me and I love him but what if that just isn't enough?

It could just be too stressful for us to balance everything. I mean I'm thankful his parents are there to help and I'm so great full everyone around has been so supportive lately but I'm just not so happy that we don't get to live our teenage years. I mean we should for sure be great full I'm able to have kids, in which we are but I sometimes just wish our babies would come to us later on in life. I'm sick of overthinking things all the time, I love my babies and that it, it's just going to be so hard.

I'm just laying in bed while I get as much rest as I can until everyone gets here. In the mean while Hardin is putting the twins outfits in a box.

"You okay" Hardin questions, I nod in reply.

"You can talk to me baby. You know that right?"

"Yeah I know it's just" I go on and explain how I feel we're too young and how I think he could affect our relationship.

"I promise you I will never stop loving you, even if this relationship gets too hard when the babies come. I will never not love you" I feels the tears fall down from his promise.

"I love you so much"

"I love you more" he kisses my head, then my lips and cuddles into me.

"Tess you and these babies will forever be the best things that have every happened to me, you know that right?" I nod.

"And don't ever think we won't make it through this, cause I promise you through any ups and downs we will get there in the end"

"Can we go take a quick shower just to kill time to wait for the others?" I ask and a smirk appears on his.

"Of course"

We get up, I grab my outfit while he says he's just gonna wear what he has on and go into his bathroom. He turns the shower on warm and let's the water run. I take my pants and shirt if and Hardin helps unclipping my bra.I pull my underwear down and get into the water. I can help but watch him undress, I mean how can I not?

"Like the show?" I nod.

I grab his hand and pull it in the shower. I wrap my arms around him and just cuddle into him, he holds me just like it's the last time we'd ever hug as the water pours all over us.

"Are you okay?" I ask him.

"I've just learnt to treasure moments like this a lot more" he whispers.

"Well we should do this more often. I find it much more relaxing to hug your than sex. I mean don't get me wrong sex with you is like I'm floating in a bunch of clouds" I giggle.

"I know right I'm like a sex god" I cringe at his words.

"Ew don't ever say that" we laugh.

"No but seriously shut up" I say as he washes my bag with the body scrub.

We finish up doing the usual shower things and I get ready putting on light makeup while Hardin stares at me the whole time.

"Are you excited to tell everyone there twins?" He asks.

"Yeah I'm at but I'm kind of nervous about it to. I don't know I'm just scared that we will probably never really hang out with them like properly for a while"

"I know but the babies do have grandparents. We can still do normal teenage stuff just not as often" he tries to ease the worry.

PLEASE READ/
I know it's a very short chapter and I'm sorry. I will finish it very soon. I'm just going through a major writers block right now. Not to mention I took a unannounced break for my mental health for it was getting worse. But I don't think I can update another chapter unless I know what to write so it would be a huge appreciated help if anyone could give some suggestions please ❤️