First Appointment

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Tessa's POV:

"Well if we're done I just want you to know, I love you" I say, walking out and start heading to the car. I get to the car and grab my bags and everyone stares at me.

"Will everyone stop looking at me like that. Jeez. And also Hardin and I are done" I say and everyone looks confused. "I guess this baby is growing up without a father" I say with tears streaming down my face as I point to my stomach. I can't even think properly, I don't even know what I'm doing.

"Holy shit" Molly says.

Everyone looks shocked, I grab my phone.

"I'm going, so see ya later" I say, close the car door and start walking home.

"Tessa" Steph calls out and starts running to me. Everyone else is still in the car in Hardin's driveway.

"What?" I say.

"Tess, stop. Come on, we'll drop you off" she says.

"No just leave me alone" I tell her.

"Tess stop being stupid" she tells me.

"Me stupid. I'm sorry Steph that I don't want to be around anyone, okay. But boyfriend just fucking broke up with me because my fucked up birth control didn't work and we had to much unprotected sex. Okay but you know what fuck him, because I'm going to raise this child without him. I fucking hate him" I yell and fall to the ground crying.

"I'm so sorry Tess" she starts to cry and pulls me into a tight hug.

"Steph I'm going to be alone forever" I say hugging her crying.

"My Mom is going to hate me. All of this is happening because of this dumb baby" I sob.

"Tess you won't be alone, you have this baby and you've still got me" She smiles.

"I don't want this baby. The person I loved most in this god damn world just broke up with me because of this baby" I tell her.

I see everyone staring at us. Then worst yet I see Hardin talking to Zed.

"I can't do this" I say, I get up and start walking.

"Tess where are you going?" Steph yells.

But I ignore her and just keep walking. I'll probably just end right back at home. I'm going to tell Mom I'm pregnant, just so I can get this shitting day over and done with.

I check my phone and look at my Mom's work roster for this week, she emails me them every week so I know when she's at work.

Of course she is at work, I'll just call her to tell her the news. I dial her number. It rings until she finally answers.

"Theresa? Why are you calling me I'm at work?" She says.

"I'm pregnant" I say.

"Excuse me?" She yells into the phone.

"Theresa Young, this better be a joke" My Moms says.

"Well it's not and Hardin is the father by the way. But umm he just broke up with me" I say still crying.

"Theresa you have really messed up your life, I want you out of my house before I get home tonight" She yells and hangs up the phone.

I walk home and I start packing my clothes and everything I need.

I go to my bedside table and see a picture of Hardin and I. I grab it and throw it against the wall, I start trashing my room and wrecking everything.

"Fuck" I scream. I grab my bags and leave the house.

I call Steph to tell her what happened.

"Tess, where are you?" She asks worried.

"I'm in front of my house my Mom has kicked me out" I tell her everything in tears.

"Tessa my Mom and I are on our way" She says and hangs up.

Finally they get here, Steph runs out and hugs me.

"Tess everything will be okay" I just sit there and cry.

"No it won't" I cry.

Steph's Mom grabs my stuff and puts it in her car.

"Steph I'm scared" I admit.

"You have us, it will be fine" She smiles.

2 weeks later~

I wake up with the sun shining in my face. Today is my first doctor appointment for this baby. Me and Steph have been sharing her bed lately, only because we like each others company.

"Steph wake up, today is the baby's appointment" I wake her up.

"Oh yeah it is, what time is it?" She asks with a sleepy voice.

"Its 9 o'clock right now and the appointment is at 10:30. So I'm going to start getting ready." I tell her.

"Okay well I will too" She says.

We both get ready, I put on a black pair of leggings, a white cropped top and a pair of black vans. Then Steph comes back in the room with her outfit on.

"Wow Tess your bump is getting bigger, it is so noticeable now. Gosh pregnancy suits you" She complements me.

"Aww thanks we should take a mirror selfie to post on my Instagram" I say.

Steph and I get in front of the mirror I turn to my side a bit showing my bump, while Steph hugs into me. I take the picture and show her.

"That's adorable" she squeals.

I post the picture and caption it, 'I'm so glad to have to as my best friend and I can't for this baby to meet Aunty Steph @itsstephjones.

"Aww Tess I just saw the post, its so cute. And I can't wait to meet this baby" She hugs me.

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Now I'm laying in the chair thing getting the gel on my stomach.

"Okay so is this your first ultrasound? So your very young, I guess teenagers today must really be getting it" the doctor says and I nod awkwardly.

"Yeah it is my first" I tell her skipping past the last part she said.

"Okay well lets check this out" she starts moving the thing around my stomach.

"Well it looks like you 3 months along just today and your baby is perfectly healthy. Do you wanna hear the heartbeat?" She asks and I nod.

Then there it is, my baby's heartbeat, I feel tears stream down my face. I'm sad Hardin isn't here. I fell hurt but most of all betrayed, he helped me get in this situation but I'm still the one left to deal with it. He can't just blame it on me either we were both clueless on the situation and never expected this to happen especially this early in our relationship. 3 months we were together and got pregnant. Why did my birth control not work? I was up to date with it and never missed it once. If Hardin and I just used a condom everything we be good. But then I'm kind of happy, I'm carrying a baby. My baby.

I get the ultrasound pictures and leave the room with Steph.

"That was amazing" I say.

"That was little baby bean we just saw and that doctor was so weird" Steph says.

"Yeah she was" I agree and laugh.

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