JL LOPEZ'S POV
The music plays my favorite song, lots of work in front of me but I don't feel like finishing it this time. I want to do something that could satisfy me.
I go outside the house to see what can satisfy my day. I walk through and my feet bring me on the back of the house along the rose garden of Kean.
I sat on the chair near the pool and feel the cold air embracing me. I've been here for almost an hour then I saw my own reflection on the water. I smiled at my self but I saw the tears falling from my eyes. I need a shouler to lean on.
To live means to suffer but if you're going to engage yourself into your life, you will die on your own guts, full of heartache and pain.
It's time to move on JL. There are so many men around in this world who's going to be the best person you'll have.
I realized that every moment that Klint and his girl were sweet is just a trial that could test myself. It's the way to be strong then I should.
But its breaking my heart when I see him sweet with his girl that supposed to be me.
This time, I will never fall to a man easily and I must know him deeper.
Pag nagmahal ka, MAHAL lang hindi MAHAL NA MAHAL para pag nasaktan ka MASAKIT lang hindi MASAKIT NA MASAKIT.
-JL LOPEZ
Tumayo ako sa upuan at pinunasan yung mga luhang pumapagilid sa mata ko.
Huminga ako ng malalim at napag-pasyahang pumasok na sa bahay saka ko na din pinatay yung music.
Thursday ngayon at kakauwi ko lang galing school. Hindi kasi ako makapag-emote sa school kasi madaming echos don.
Na-issue na naman ako dahil dun sa mga nangyari nung nagscandal kami ni Klint pero ang sabi ni manang, hayaan na lang.
"What's this?" Pagpasok niya ng bahay, binigay niya sakin yung dyaryo.
I saw Jethro and I were holding our hands while he was letting me in the shore and our kissing scene of Kean.
WHICH ONE? pa ang caption.
"Pati ba naman to pagmumulan mo ng issue? Hayaan mo na sila."
"Anong hayaan? Bakit mo kasi ako hinalikan?"
"Ayaw mo ba? Osige, Ibalik mo." Hindi na lang siya nakapag-salita. "Gusto mo pala eh, pakipot ka pa."
"Fuck you." He said then he walk through the kitchen.
"Ay! Oo nga pala! Boyfriend kita!" Tsaka ko lang naalala at hinabol ko siya sa kitchen.
Pagkadagit ko sakanya, hinila ko yung neck tie niya palapit sa akin tsaka ina-unbutton yung damit niya.
"Why are you doing this?" Tanong niya.
"Di ba boyfriend kita?" I smiled.
"Akala ko ba boyfriend mo lang ako kapag nandyan si Klint?"
"Eh gusto ko ngayon eh. Tsaka para malaman mo kung pano ako magsilbi ^^" Sinampal niya ako ng mahina at halatang pinipigilan niya yung ngiti niya.
Nung na-unbutton ko na lahat, hinubad ko na yung blazer niya tsaka siya pinaupo sa dining table at pinaghain ng pagkain.
Nang nasa lamesa na ang lahat ng kailangan niya, umupo ako sa tabi niya para pagmasdan siya.
BINABASA MO ANG
My Boyish Girl Friend
Teen FictionShe's JL Lopez. A senior highschool that who's lack of attention of her own parents. She was not educated by the good manners she must have that's why she act like this. There are three men who are going to be part of her life but there is only one...
