Love Like This ( Taegi x Yoonmin)

Min Yoongi's Diary Pt. III

When you fall in love with someone, you tend to look past their flaws.

It's the exact thing I fell back then, those years ago... That everything he did, has no-fault... When he broke my heart time after time, I keep repeating to myself that,  "He has his reasons"...

And I failed to notice how much damage it caused me throughout those long years; When I finally notice, there was almost nothing to be repaired... My heart wasn't just broken, it was torn into dust.

It does not matter what he– I happen to find a silver lining. I want to believe that the one I love cannot make mistakes, that he would never hurt me and I was too wrong... I wasn't someone that much worthy in his life. I wasn't someone he needs to fight for. I was merely a phase; some easily replaceable person in his life.

Thanks to my dearest friends, I meet people that make me want to believe in good things, again.  I want to trust the promises they make, even if that means risking heartbreak. love is strange, I know – it can happen at the most unexpected of times and make you do unbelievable things.

However, things slowly start to change – I noticed he did not talk as much he used to. formal texts replace movie spams in the inbox.  I could feel him drifting apart but there is nothing that I could do because I was too afraid to be too clingy, too afraid to hear hurtful things from him.

I think however I started to get used to his absence – but deep down, there is a void, because for a decade I thought I'm nothing without him... That I won't be able to live as a complete person without him by my side...

Falling in love has never been in my world, but he took my heart away with one single smile... And because of him, I believed that soulmates do exist...

Now I deeply regret opening up myself to love, to trust him so much that his leaving destroys me utterly.

And just then, for so many times like mirages,  he appeared like a whiff of fresh air, looking for a second chance.

I desperately want to believe him every time he comebacks to me, and I did..

I gave my heart to him layin' on a platter thousands of times, just to get it back severely broken, without a fail...

but when time mercilessly beat my love, I hesitated. But in the vortex of emotions, I get lost.

It is okay, though – people make mistakes. I know it is not fair for me to go through what I did; but that's life – even the ones that we love make mistakes.

Maybe, I find t in myself to forgive him and Jungkook, maybe I don't, but no matter what, I now know better than to think someone I love won't Hurt Me...

I'm Just relieved because I'm finally Me... I'd finally let my heart to beat just for myself...

MYG

15th December 2026

A/N

Class: 7                                     Subject: Science

"Plants need sunlight to Grow and Survive...."

When I call you  "My Sunshine",

I exactly mean that...