Love Like This ( Taegi x Yoonmin)

For you, I'll burn the world into ashes

Taehyung stared at the pretty elder boy who was soundly sleeping on his couch.

He fondly recalled all those moments where he was desperate to meet him, when he was scared to meet him and again desperate to love him and many emotions he has felt because of this one particular human being .

They aren't in an ideal situation like the most of the couples in reality as well as in fantasy.. One of them just got to remember the other person and the other person is in love with his best friend since he was a teenager.

The younger knows that they have a long way go on and they do need lot of talking.

Despite everything he knows that they will make it together and he would surely make the elder Will be loved as he should have from the start, maybe one more.. Even he won't be loved by the elder in the same manner. 

As much as it sounds hurt, Taehyung would do anything for Yoongi, even it leave him with an unrequited love.

Days passes and Taehyung started to see Yoongi more and more, making his longing heart thump like there is no tomorrow.

Yoongi in his pristine white doctor coat, with soft coloured shirts underneath and newly dye outed black hair has set a permanent fond memory in Taehyung's heart.

In front of Taehyung's eyes, the elder started to shine so beautifully, blooming again like a precious lotus despite the harsh treatments he has suffered through a decade.

Taehyung has always worried that losing Jimin would do a permanent damage on Yoongi's life, that he wouldn't be able to live his life full thinking he has lost the most precious thing in his or sort of a thing like that...

Taehyung still can't say that Yoongi isn't gonna be like that but, he notices.. He noticed that the elder is trying. He noticed how he often try to find kya about him more than before he also not is that how the elder try to smile more and more and do things that brings joyous to his being.

People who attached to unpromising people are more broken than not they often have no idea what the future going to drop in their Life in the next moment.

They've probably told themselves  a thousand times that they aren’t going to get so attached so soon.

But the next time they meet someone, they are going to hold themselves together, but every damn time they manage end up getting attached to people, more quickly than a one should.

But in the elders case, he wasn't attracted many people ...it was just his first love and childhood best friend who gave him a heartache thousands time severe than many lovers could have given.

That one and only person he was attached to has done enough damage for him.its like when you’re texting them at 2 am, get some goddamn grip on your heart. don’t say stupid shit. take your time. don’t just let anyone walk into your life so easily. darling, protect your heart. it’s too precious to be broken so many times. and learn to love yourself, first.

and you’re the one who is left behind with all the hurt and regret, in the end. this is for you; this is to stop you from caring too much; from caring too much about people too quickly. build walls around that fragile heart of yours. take yourself seriously.

keep a count of how much love you are giving away. in the end, you know, you will end up giving away so much love that you won’t have anything left for yourself. learn to love yourself, first.

people are good at taking things for granted and keeping calculations of all the love and care. Yoongi had learnt in a very unfortunate way. It took him years to understand that it's nothing wrong with him, he is too good for all the chaos, maybe.