Please Stay Alive

597 34 15
                                    


It's hard right?

Always being the one giving? Always being the one who apologises first, always making up, Always taking the high road. And yet they keep asking for more. They keep telling you of all the ways they are disappointed in you, of all the ways you embarass them, of all the things they keep hoping you would do...

It's hard right?

Doing everything and yet they just keep on taking, keep on wanting more until you are exhausted from living up to their expectations, until all you want to do is close your eyes and fall asleep and for once it would be you who did not pick up when they call, and it would be them and not you who is the first one to respond.

You hate it but you love them, and you've been told how love is all about giving but somehow you're always the one stuck to the giving part and never the one who feels loved.

And maybe someday you'll meet someone who actually wants everything that you have to offer and has a million other things to give back to you in return. Someone who appreciates you the way no one ever has done before, someone who loves your awkward smile, who knows your favourite flavour of ice cream when you're low, who will stay in and order pizza with you when you just do not want to socialize and who is in it for you and not the show the world wants.

Someday someone will show you how you should be loved instead of teaching you how to love.
___

As soon as Yoongi was embraced by the warmth of his small apartment in Daegu, He broke down.

Yoongi didn't know how many hours had passed but still, the tear lines which were falling along his cheeks managed to get fresh with every passing second.

Flashback

Yoongi wasn't going to back away just like that.

"You can't be serious Tae, there is no song that can ever be perfect as Spring Day!!"

Yoongi huffed, glaring at the younger as he has committed the biggest crime in the world.

Taehyung tried hard to not to smile at the elder's antics. He was so so gone for this man...

"But hyung not when 'Magic Shop' exist..." Taehyung argued back, greedy to see Yoongi riled up over two songs of their favourite band.

All songs come under the name of BTS are masterpieces anyway but what's the fun of letting go of this chance when he could see Yoongi so gone.

"But why?"

Yoongi asked petulantly. Deep frown drawn in his face.

"Because when I listened to magic shop, the only thing comes to my mind is you..."

The look on Yoongi's face when he uttered those words, Taehyung swore that he would never forget those wide, surprised yet sparkling eyes the elder hold that time.

Like it was the bestest thing he had ever heard .."

.
.

Yoongi sobbed, clutching his shirt just above his heart, His Taehyung... his Tae Tae who saw the magic inside his soul, his Taehyung who trusted him to be his magic shop.

His Tae Tae who never did anything but loving him with zero boundary .

"I love him Eomma. I'm in love with him..."

Yoongi whispered brokenly. Easing his breaths, there was a hint of relieved smile on his face, despite the thousands tears he shed for past few days.

...

Yoongi finally made up his mind to turn on his phone after 3 days since he came to Daegu.

He warned namjoon that he won't be using his phone for few days because he needs time for himself.

But as soon as he switched on his phone, he was met 216 missed calls, 35 messages and that made Yoongi trembled in unknown fear.

And what scared him most was more than 100 of the calls were from Namjoon , the same Namjoon he has warned about his time off.

Scare is a strict understatement of what he felt when he sees the last notification popped infront of his eyes, A twitter notification to be exact.

(Breaking) Newest updates about Kim's Co-operations' second Heir's Fatal condition

(Breaking) Kim Taehyung's condition turned worse?

Kim Taehyung,  Heir of Kim's Co-operations, Surgeon of Mount Sinai Hospital ,Battles Severe Heart Condition

In a shocking turn of events, Kim Taehyung, the esteemed second heir of Kim's Co-operations, has been grappling with a critical health condition for the past three days. Rumours says that he was found in Toronto National Airport unconscious, in a pool of his coughed up blood three days ago .....

Yoongi felt like every cell in his body gave up on functioning. His legs couldn't hold his weight and he dropped down on the floor like a drop dead tree, not caring or feeling anything about the sharp pain he felt from the fall.

No.. NOOO my Taehyung, hyung's  baby tiger is okay. He is fine Yoongi you need to calm down "

He muttered to himself without taking a breath, his heart rate blown up and as his lungs beg for oxygen.

Yoongi closed his tightly, refusing to cry since he felt like he doesn't deserve to cry after causing such a terrible mess.

He felt weak puff of air leaving his chest,as he slowly fell back into a endless darkness ...

He was wildly awaken by the loud ringing of his phone, without spending a minute to realise that he passed out from lack of breath, he held the phone against his ear, desperately clutching it as he yearn for the whomever the person in the other side of the line would say him that this was all a terrible nightmare and his Taehyungie is better than he has left him 3 days ago.

But when had Yoongi's prayers being answered by the heavens?

"Hyung...

Fucking finally...*

He heard Namjoon's frustrated yet fear struck voice from the other side.

Yoongi stubbornly held his breath again.

"We need you hyung. We're losing him. He needs you"

With those words, Yoongi wailed in the most desperate way he has ever cried in his entire life.

Everything was a haphazard blurriness from then on, all Yoongi knows is that he is in Toronto on his way to see or rather say save the love of his life , in a madly stricken hurry...



Hii
Please let me know what you think of this chapter 💚

Don't forget to hit a vote 🎉

Love Like This ( Taegi x Yoonmin)Where stories live. Discover now