based off of 'to all the boys i've loved before'
akaashi keiji x fem! reader
♡ ♡ ♡ ♡
in which, you and akaashi decide to enter a fake relationship, no feelings whatsoever.
but when has that ever worked out?
#1 on akaashixreader 10-18-2021
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you couldn't sleep the night you called off your relationship with akaashi. you snuck out of your house, like you've done so many times in hopes a walk would calm you down. you walked to the nearest park you could find.
you only brought a light jacket, not really thinking about the weather. it's not like you could when akaashi still ran in your mind.
"stupid fucking argument, stupid akaashi GAH!" your whispers had slowly progressed into yells, trying your hardest to hold in your tears.
maybe he was lying to you when he said he fell for you. maybe he was lying when he said he wanted to be with you for real.
but was he really that much of an asshole to lie to you about his feelings towards you? they just seemed so...genuine. he couldn't have been lying.
you sat down and picked the grass off the ground. you thanked god it wasn't snowing, that could've made this shitty night even shittier than it already was.
you looked up to the full moon, it was truly a beautiful sight. you took your airpods out of your jacket pocket and put them on, taking your phone out with the intention of shuffling a playlist of yours.
that's when the image of you and akaashi cuddling on the train appeared on your lock screen. all that hard work you put in to stop crying was thrown away when you felt a tear slide down your cheek.
you harshly wiped it away, hoping that would stop the tears but it didn't. they only kept coming. "f/n, you broke up with him. stop crying. he should be the one crying." you repeated to yourself.
you continued to cry throughout the duration of the night. only stopping on your walk back home, a feeling of numbness overtaking you. all you wanted to do was curl up in bed and not come out.
could you even face him at school? would he try to speak to you? would bokuto try to talk to you? would yukie or kaori try and figure what's going on?
it was now monday morning, you had decided to avoid akaashi. should be easy, you weren't in the same class as him and you only saw him during lunch or practice. you decided you would stay in your classroom for lunch and quit your manager position today.
you could go back to how it was before. doing your homework at a café, momo often accompanying you, while you waited for lev to finish his practice and walking home together. you could go back to those occasional saturday's where you played online with kenma.
but you didn't want that. you wanted to be with akaashi. you wanted to nap on him during lunch again. you wanted to listen to music with him again. you wanted to walk home with him after volleyball practice. you wanted to go out with him whenever you could. you wanted to be with him.
