𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 {ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴍɪᴋᴀᴇʟꜱᴏɴ}

𝟖.𝟎

"Jo what did I tell you, you have to go up to her and grab her attention" I told Josie from across the table.

   Me, Hope, Josie, Lizzie, And Jade were all sat in a booth at the Mystic Falls Grill. Josie had been talking about a girl in town Finch.

"Yeah but what if-" she rambled.

"What if nothing you need to go out there and show her that your interested" I cut off Josie and told her. She shut her mouth really quick before groaning sinking her head into her hands and then getting up and walking away to Finch. Wow. Okay that was a lot of emotions.

"You basically just told my sister to go get it on with wolfy girl" Lizzie said and acted as if she were disgusted. I just giggled at her response and took a sip of my milkshake.

"Sure did! Now what about you, I've been hearing mg's name come up lately" I wiggled my brows at her and I heard Hope laugh and I jabbed her in the arm.

"Ow"

"Shh"

"Fine whatever" Hope crossed her arms and sighed dramatically. Jade just giggled softly next to Lizzie.

"Well you heard wrong Mgs tongue was practically down Alyssa Chang's throat the other day" she acted disgusted again but I could tell she was hurt. I knew what that hurt felt like.

  "Well Alyssa Chang has nothing on you so go get him" this time I scooted Lizzie out of the booth to focus on her love life and at the same time as Lizzie walked out Another girl walked in and the was Jades que to go.

"See you guys later Mariana just got here" she quietly sat up leaving
Me and Hope at the table.

"Okay wait how did it just go from five people to two in a matter of minutes" I laughed and faced hope.
She quickly slid out from next to me and went to the seat right in front of me.

"That is your fault you deciding to be a match maker" she scolded her finger at me.

"yeah yeah whatever they were going to miss out if it wasn't for me"

At this point now it was hurt me and Hope and we were facing each other.

"I'm leaving soon" she blurted out.

What.

I knew I didn't want to admit it but I had liked the time we spent together and the way she made me feel like I was never alone. And now I was going to be all alone again.

"When" I asked her trying to keep it cool. Never was I going to let her find out I practically depended on her at this point.

"Next week"

"Nice"

I recanted "well I'm gonna go my bed is missing me" I gave up a fake laugh and quickly grabbed my coat and pushed my way out the door before I could look back at her face.

As soon as I got outside the wind was stronger and colder than I had thought so I wrapped the coat closer to my body and I started walking faster.

By the time I had gotten to the school the lights were off and I quietly walked in and went up to my room.

I kept thinking about how selfish I was being she was leaving probably to go see her family and I was sitting here moping about how I needed her so I could be happy.

     Dear Diary,

        I wish I didn't feel like this but I do. I don't want her to leave and who knows she might be gone a week, a couple days, a couple months who knows but I feel like if she does then a part of myself Is going to go and I can't not be happy. Everything was perfect yesterday but I guess I was wrong happy things do come to an end. I need to let her go distance myself Anything so I don't miss her when she's gone.

        

Let her go

That was what I kept repeating in my head before I shut my eyes and fell asleep.

                             •••

  "Wake up and stop moping" A familiar voice woke me up.

My head was pounding and my mascara stains basically covered my face and pillow. I'm crying over a girl I met weeks ago who's probably in love with someone else.

"How can you tell I'm moping" I groaned and picked my face up. My hair stuck to my face and I probably looked like I just walked out of the dumpster.

"I've had my fair share of moping but today is going to be mope free and Hope free" Lizzie grinned at me and threw her planner on my bed.

"How did you kn-"

  "Cousin I know everything that goes on in the Salvatore school and maybe next time don't use the pen that was left in this room it records everything you write and I basically saw it all" Lizzie cut me off and my jaw was basically on the ground before Lizzie put her hand under my chin and closed my mouth.

  "Now listen I have the whole day planned out first" Lizzie began rambling but that point I had tuned everything out and grabbed my makeup wipes and began rubbing my makeup off. I was happy Lizzie was usually around these days and I was thankful for her I might have never known her my whole life but it feels like it.

"Stefanie Salvatore are you listening"

"Totally" I laughed and gave her an eye roll and she just did the same to me in return.

"I'll be back soon get ready" she pointed her finger at me and rushed out my door and slammed it.

And I knew she would be back.

A.N

Heyyy guys do you like the story so far?

What do you thinks gonna happen?

Well Sorry for taking so long to post I had state testing last week which was so annoying but I'm going to be trying to post more since school is ending soon!

And also NEWS I'm posting a new hizzie story soon called "the hating game" so stay tuned for that.