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It happened again

The deja vu

The nervousness

The anxiety

It shakes

And it breaks

And it shivers

And it quakes

All around the edges of my spine

I'm embarrassed

I'm crying

I'm dying on the inside

Just under the surface to where you can't see

I'm hurting from you

By you

Why can't you ever just leave things be

This isn't right

This isn't good for me

And you would think that after all this time

After so long of building you up

Of accepting you

Even with all of your imperfections

Even with all of your flaws

That I would learn to respect myself

To love myself enough to drop a love that could never do the same for me in return

(Were we always so one sided?)

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