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It's so hard to keep the tears in when all you wanna do is cry
It's so hard keeping silent when all you wanna do is scream
It's hard to stay up when all you wanna do is fall
It's so hard to stay alive when all you wanna do is end everything
It's hard to keep floating when all you wanna do is plummet
Every single time I think one thing
When I hope or dream
The opposite happens, it never becomes a reality
I'm never gonna try again, im giving up

Sorry but im done
I'm done keeping the tears in
They don't stop streaming
My cheeks are forever stained
I'm done with life
Death is now my new friend
My soulmate
I'm done floating
All I can do now is drown
My lungs reject the air
I'm done standing
The darkness is where I belong
It's where I fall
It's all just too hard.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 01, 2021 ⏰

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