The Feeling I Cant Deny

Hey Guy's, My first attempt to write a story please give me feedback,,, I would really really really appreciate it!

Here Goes Nothing!

Ellie's POV,

I woke up to the sound of my alarm and groaned. I always put my alarm on the other side of the room so in the mornings i knew i had to get up and walk to the other side just to shut it up, by the time i got to the other side i would have usually been aware of the time, so I would force myself to go to the bathroom! Clever huh! 

I was seriously dreading today, as I just moved to this town a month ago with my mom in summer leaving all my friends and childhood memories back in Florida. After my dad died 1 year and 3 months ago due to his long term illness my mom suffered each day of pain in Florida. After my mum started to eventually get over my dad's death we knew we needed a fresh start, new house,new friends and new town. My dad was a very sucessfull business man, he owned the 'Spears Industry'. i was very lucky to be their only child, money was never ever a problem! Like they say money isnt everything.  As much as I loved Florida no way in hell I wanted to go back there just to see my mum suffer from my dad's loss! He would have wanted us to move on, but ofcourse not forget him. I smiled at the picture in my bedside table of him,mum and me smiling, I sure missed him but we all knew it was going to happen sooner or later infact i knew from a very small age and prepared myself knowing I would loose him.

Anyways getting back to today, I dragged my self into my detached bathroom looking at my self in my full body length mirror, considering it was a morning i looked okayish i guess! My glossy blonde hair falling down just above my waist, my dad used to describe my hair as a sunshine coloured hair, i smiled at that thought apparantly my hair always used to brighten his mood up! I looked at my face. Damn! I forgot to wipe my makeup from last night, i had a black smudged mascara in my under my right green eyes, i quickly smudged it off. I looked at my body, i had quite a decent body i suppose. I was an average height in my old high school, my friends used to admire my legs as they were quite long. I guess i had an hourglass shape, i wasnt stick thin with no boobs and no ass. I sure had them as my friends used to point it out quite alot! If I was walking down the street a normal person would probably describe my featues as a princess or barbie even though i dint have bleach blonde hair, my blonde was more natural but they still would. And when people would get to know me a bit more they would still describe me as a barbie or princess because i had alot of money! Erghh it was sure annoying.

I looked at the clock 8:00, hmmm school started at 8:40, 20 minutes max to get ready, 10 minutes drive to new school but I'm pretty sure mum would drop me and I wanted to be 10 minutes early as it is my first day, I need to get my new schedule and extra time to get around the school! 

I went into my walk in closet and picked out a skinny pair of dark blue jeans with a light purple t-shirt with California cooly written over it as it hung low from one of my shoulders. Brushed my hair with my light curls at the end of my hair bouncing up and down, put a little bit of powder and mascara on to make my eyes pop! Finally picked out my slight heeled black shoes and checked myself out! I looked quite nice considering i only had 20 minutes! 

Finally headed downstairs to see my mum drinking orange juice, I inherited her bright green eyes, she had light brown hair and looked like an healthy 42 yearold! "Awwh Ellie look at you, first day as a senior in a brand new high school" my mum cheered. "Uhh yes mum, cant wait!" I said back sarcastically. "Ellie, you and I both know you are going to make friends in two minutes with your looks and personality, boys will be swoopning over you! And you probably will be atleast a co-captain of the school's cheerleading team as you were the captain in Florida!" my mum said positivly. Dont get me wrong i loved my mum and as I wa sthe only child and the only close family she had i tried to do everything in my power to be the 'perfect child'. I got straight A's, always was put in advanced classes and on top of that i was in the captain of the cheerleading team and I usually got everything I wanted from supermarkets,clothes,technology,shoestore EVERYHING! But something inside me never felt happy or satisfied, I know I probably sound like a bitch and it sound cliche but I dint like being the perfect good girl! "Hmmm I guess" I siged my mum smiled and said "Come on, dont want you to be late on your first day now" Then we headed to the car!