The Feeling I Cant Deny

Parking

I got out of school at exactly 3:10. I told my mum to meet me in the street across at 3:20 . Maisy, Sam and the other girls were busy with Cheer tryouts. I really wanted to go as I said but I really wasnt in the mood I felt quite ill, I hated first day's so I am trying out tommorow lunch, Maisy said she already had a spot waiting for me in the team.10 free minutes by myself outside school. Yaay! Not!

I looked over the parking lott and found Alex there with his friends laughing. Again that laugh was contagious! I smiled.Then I looked away and slapped myself, I seriously need to get home lay down and think of whats right for me errghh! This is going to be a long wait! Hurry up mum!

I decide to steal another glance at the "SouthSiders" side of the parking lott! I was'nt suprised to see hardly any of them had a car they all had motorbikes and I presumed the girls just got on the back of one of the boys, there were plenty of motorbikes around 21, hmm I wonder who Alex has on the back of his! Dammit I need to stop obsessing over him, I feel ill! 

I regretted getting a lift from my mum today, if I had my own car I would be home by now! I saw Jade comming out from school, now wait is that oh my god she's talking to Vanessa! That scary hot latino girl, I thought she dint take sides! She was laughing along with Vanessa and Vanessa's friends. 

As if Jade felt me staring at her she mumbled something to Vanessa and all of them started walking over to me. My first thought 'Oh Shit, they're gonna kill me!' , they started to get closer. I just looked at Jade confused. I wish that the ground would just swallow me whole. It was like the whole parking lott were looking at us to see what would happen next. It was really hard to dodge Alex's stare, all his friends looked tensed! Ergghh why me! I swear I hate my mum for being this late!

"Hey Ellie, you okay? You look confused" Jade said as if its normal."Uhh erm Hi Jade, yeah um no ofcourse no , I am not confused, just waiting for my mum" I said. "Oh so the whitey dosent own a car" Vanessa butt in. "No, um yeah I do have a car but as it was my first day my mum just wanted to drop me off" I said confidently even though I felt the exact opposite. "Ahh cool, you just looked lonely so we walked here to say Hi, Where's Samantha and her posey's should'nt they be looking after you or something, or did she ditch you cause you got a lift from your mum and found out you dont have a driver so you were'nt 'rich' enough" Jade said harshly.

"Well, the boy's are at football practice and the girls are at Cheer tryouts, I would have gone but I feel ill so I'm trying out tomorrow instead, so yeah and me and my mum can both drive no need for a driver." I bit back. They all looked at me intensely, I could seriously feel everyone even people who were not involved in the conversation look at us,as if they could taste the tension. I dont think its every day that Vanessa even comes near a North sider and not punch their face with a time limit of 30 seconds. 

"Ahh okay, so you are a cheerleader just like the rest  daddy's princess" Jade stated as a matter of fact. "Umm I guess so, I was a daddy's princess" I said. "Why had a little argument cause your daddy wont buy you the house next to your's where you can keep all your pink toy's and paint the whole house pink" Vanessa butt in again! I looked at her, I really was used to this kind of remarks and I simply got over them, I was'nt one of those people who cried at the mention of their dead relatives, sure I was sensitive about thetopic for a few months but I was'nt the type of girl to run of crying just because they dissed my dad.

"Actually Vanessa, my dad passed away last year, so I guess he wont be buying me that house" I said with an sarcastic fake smile. Oooo is the temperature rising in this parking lott or is it just me. I swear the whole;e parking just went silent at my remark, Vanessa started at me dumbfounded, Jade had a sorry look in her eyes umm and me I just stood their awkwardly. "Hey V" someone shouted, I instantly recognised that voice, like who could'nt, everyone turned looked at the saviour, who saved us from the awkward silence.