Choosing Fate (Firelight Sequel)

Chapter 11: Explaination

Recap: 

I would never forget that day. The day my girls were born, the day Edward was gone, the day he missed. It could never be changed, I gave birth to my kids... alone, because he left us. It said something, it was a message. Edward could easily leave, any time he wanted. 

How, and why should I believe him now? He says he wont leave again, but that doesnt mean he wont. Edward is capable of many things. One of them, leaving. He not only left Renesmee and I, which is huge, but he left me pregnant with triplets.

I had to deal with being pregnant, giving birth, and raising my children by myself. Not with Edward, but with Jacob. Jacob. Of all people, my werewolf bestfriend. He made the pain go away, everytime I was with him, Edward leaving slowly left my mind. He fixed me up, made me feel alive again; When im with him, its as if its gone. The pain is gone, everythings gone.

But now? I had to make a choice... a life threatening choice; Should I take Edward back? Would I take Edward back? For the girls sake, for my sake? This was going to be tough. Very tough; But I knew what I was going to do.

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Choosing Fate (Firelight Sequal)

Chapter 11: Explaination

Bella's POV

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"Mom? Jacob?" I heard Renesmee call from the kitchen door. "Where are the girls? And what is that smell?" She asked concerned. I turned around, staring at her. Shes grown so much over the past months. Instead of looking like a toddler or a little kid, she grown into a teen in over a couple months! She looks like shes 12 now, instead of 6. 

"Your fathers here," Jacob growled, trembling again. I knew sooner or later he would turn. I sighed, holding my head in my hands. "What!?" Renesmee shouted. Anger coursed through her, making her curls bounce. "Where is he? Im going to kill him!" 

Before I could answer her, she walked out the door with Jacob following right behind her. I knew where he was already, it was obvious. The meadow. It wouldnt be long before they caught his scent and followed him. Sigh! What was I going to do?

I didnt even to bother to follow them, I just teleported to the meadow. Suprisingly, Jacob and Renesmee were already there, well actually... just got there; Edward had his back faced to them, his face towards me, but luckly he couldnt see me. He was too busy playing with the girls.

"Why the hell are you here!? You think you can just walk back in here after this many months Edward Cullen? Oh your dreaming!" Renesmee shouted, pure rage invested in her brown eyes. "Dont you think you've done enough damage? Why cant you just leave us alone!?"

I folded my hands over my chest, watching the scene in front of me. Edward had turned around, as soon as he saw Renesmee he gasped. I could tell his eyes were huge, the last time he saw her was... well when she was small! Shes grown up now.

"I mean, first you leave, you caused so much damage, not even realizing, and now you just come back. You just walk back into our lives. Why? Huh? Give me the girls back and leave!! No one wants you around here! Go back to where you came from and leave us alone, leave me alone!" She screamed at him; He seemed calm, even from the back side.

It started to confuse me. Why? Did he expect this or something? I saw him wince, before he stood up. "Why did you come back?" Renesmee asked, it seemed like she calmed down a bit. He sighed. "I couldnt bare to stay away," He admitted. "I love you Renesmee, I love your mother, I love the girls, more then my own life," 

All the hurt and pain I'd been holding back, forgetting about, trying to heal, suddenly came back. It hit me hard, leaving me gasping for air. "Y-You left," I told him. I made myself visable, so everyone could see me."Again, and you promised,"