Oof , okay these next chapters are going to get juicy JUST YOU WAIT.
" y/nnnnnnnnn . is it gone? Is that fucking devil out of you yet. No? I guess I have to continue yeah?"
" jay .. stop hurting her. This isn't right"
" shut up. This bitch needs to learn that she needs to get rid of that fucking thing inside her in order to be accepted."
"Your Nothing with that thing. Get rid of it".
" yess , good y/n. Keep remembering. Soon enough you'll know who I am and remember everything . i'm more important than you think."
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Around three days after the incident , y/n was released from the hospital.
Her parents had to find another home for them , so y/n had to stay with Nejire for the time being.
As much as y/n loved Nejire , she felt like she was imposing . A normal feeling y/n had when people were helping her.
Little does she know , it's guilt.
Guilt for being who she is , guilt for the fact that her weirdness had impacted others lives
She also didn't know that this is what friends are for.
It's been a month since I've been in the hospital. I don't understand what these 'visions" are in my dreams but they scare me.
This person who speaks to me , their presence is familiar. The way that their voice clenches my heart and makes me feel so utterly comforted , it's foreign.
this feeling that I have every night ... is it me feeling bad for forgetting who this person is? or is it me starting to care for this person again?
and on top of this I kissed Tamaki.
WTF.
neither of us have even mentioned the kiss since it happened. its like he's avoiding it.
maybe I'm reading into things too much. but all I know is that this new feeling is painful.
I just wish all of this didn't happen.
the kiss , the attack , everything.
maybe its me . I'm the unlucky one. bringing down everyone around me.
maybe I shouldn't have even been born.
"y/n? you okay girly ? you seem off.
"yeah I'm fine Nejire . just thinking thats all"
"babe don't lie. we've been friends for how long now? I know you like the back of my hand. your probably thinking that your imposing on me and my family. don't worry about it okay? we love you. we're here to support you. now c'mere. we need to cuddle and watch tv to make you feel better"
"thank you . it means alot to me, truly".
"its what I'm here for babe ".
the darkness is back again. Swallowing me whole as I drifted off to sleep. please , not again.
"hello y/n. I see your here with me physically. must mean your fully ready to see who exactly I am".
"how are you doing this? popping up in my dreams? making me feel things that I've never felt before. this shit is torture."
" I found you . again rather. and ever since then with the help of my quirk I am able to connect with you . up until now while your unconscious. I need you to remember . they need you"
"how do I remember? and when I do remember is this feeling that I'm getting in the night stop?"
"It appears so. Once you remember you'll be able to find me and we can discuss further actions in person. I can't tell you who I am out my own mouth. it'll fuck everything up. you need to remember y/n. "
this time around it isn't about Jay. the kid who fucked me up mentally. Made me believe I was an abomination.
this time it takes place in my home. the only place where I felt safe and away from all the troubles of the outside.
so why here?
why ruin this place for me ?
(KEEP IN MIND , THIS IS PART IS Y/N'S PARENTS)
" honey we can't do this. he's just a kid"
" YOU decided to keep him. I told you that this baby isn't what we needed right now. hell I told you y/n was it for us."
"who gives a fuck about those damn demons? this is our child. our own blood. don't tell me your willing to get rid of him because of some stupid demons"
"are you forgetting those are MY PARENTS DOWN THERE? they told me that y/n was enough NOT ANY OTHER DEMONS. I have to obey what my parents say"
" your heartless. a HEARTLESS BASTARD.".
" I'm heartless? your willing to hurt your family and mine and possible the fucking world over a baby. your being selfish. think of the consequences and not just you damn heart"
" do the right think m/n (mother's name). "
him? I had a brother?
~kisses , G ~
