I just wanna give a huge huge thank you for the support that's being given on this book.
y'all have honestly been so
great to me while I'm sitting over here not even producing chapters as I'm supposed to.
if y'all do want like small updates I'll probably do the small A/N's or I'll post an announcement to keep y'all posted before the chapter is up.
I really wanna commit to this writing shit since I can't really commit to alot of other things 😭😭.
Also If y'all have any questions or like a basic conversation or whatever , feel free to Pm me or if y'all want like a filler chapter idea that you wanna pitch to me , I got y'all too <3.
now onto the chapter.
"honey , we have a surprise for you"
"mommyyyy ! your back ! I missed you "
"Well , me and Mommy have brought you back something that I think your really going to like"
"what is it? c'monnnnnn show me , show me ! "
"okay okay. Say hello to your new baby brother Aidan!"
"look , he's smiling at you. he hasn't done that to me or your mother yet. you must be very special to him"
"I-i'm special to him? "
"of course . your very Special to all of us. "
"I can't wait to spend time with you , lil bro"
fair warning , there is some sexual innuendos in here. No smut but just some Pg-13 phrases. just a warning .
"Tamaki? what are you doing here? you never just pop up? "
"I-i'm sorry , but I need to get this off of my chest y/n. I care about you okay? I notice everything you do. your every facial expression , the way your eyes sparkle when I look into them. The slight movement of your eyebrows when your thinking in class. I notice the little things "
"so I know that your not yourself. Something is bothering you and I know that. it may be to personal to tell me but I at least want you to know that in here for you okay? I don't need you drifting off into the damn darkness . I need you , here, with me."
he needs me?
only if he needed me in another way too -
girl. no. get your shit together. go become friends with the damn grass.
he really likes your dumbass . Give him a hug or something. you know you need the affection.
I am , stfu.
his body.
it feels warm. it makes me completely forget about what's happening.
it makes me feel safe.
I could hug him all day .
his heart is pounding. is he okay?
"Hey Tamaki? you okay?"
"y-yeah. I'm fine. you just surprised me when you hugged me and y-you know we haven't hugged as much lately and I've missed it. Fuck I said too much. forget what I just said. matter of fact I said nothing . Nothing at all-"
"thank you"
"huh? why are you thanking me y/n? "
"for the way that you treat me. it makes me feel different. it makes me feel normal. and I've never felt normal. So I'm thanking you for caring ."
