*the song up there is what I used as reference .
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"your not even relevant to me anymore. your useless y/n"
"it's way better if your gone"
"long time no see y/n ".
" cut the formal shit. just show me your face ".
"as you wish , sister "
y/n 's lost brother lifted from the darkness & lifted the hoodie off of his head.
finally , a part of her is resurfacing.
his face is rigid. I remember him ... only smaller. much smaller.
my brother.
"seems like you've seen a ghost big sis. "
" I have yet to fully remember you. But I have majority of those memories back , and with that I have questions."
"still curious I see , ask away".
"your name . what is it "
"Aidan ". (you can change it if you want )
"Aidan l/n. hmm. definitely rings a bell. "
"whats your age "
" I'm 23 "
"how are you older than me now?"
"funny story. hell actually goes faster than time on earth , so you grew and I grew faster. so I'm now your "big brother " but I don't wanna ruin your big sis status"
"did you miss me when you were gone "
" I did. but being without you for so long , it forced me to find a way to live without you. "
"can you tell me why you had to leave?"
"ah little one. Always so curious huh?. Mommy & Daddy dearest decided that having you and me will wreak havoc in hell. And you were the prime example of what they needed. I was just the outcast of the family anyways".
"tell me , how much have you remembered "
" as much as needed. All our memories together , and up until we were last together "
"I love you y/n. Please ... until time comes...
forget me"
"you told me to forget you until time comes. and exactly what "time" is that? "
"I'm sure that's you've met Francis , haven't you ? He's not the only one who's going to come after our parents. Hell has finally turned over. Everyone is out for blood".
"so what do I have to do with all of this?"
"y/n. your the one who's next in line for the spot in hell. No - one even knows that I'm alive , except you."
" why would you only contact me ? And you need to teach me how to do that too "
"Very well. and I trusted that you would keep my location & presence a secret. our parents only know that you know of me correct? so they think I'm dead "
" your the only one who I believe in y/n. your the reason I'm still here "
"I've seen how much you've grown. A little too much for my liking , since I see you have feelings for that Tamaki boy. Other than that , your such a splendid teenager. I thought I would watch you from the shadows but I knew that we needed to meet again."
"what do I have to do? fight everyone for my place? I don't even want the crown."
"if you don't , then your in danger as well as our parents , and your friends "
my friends. Tamaki. I can't let them be hurt.
not because I'm too pussy to do what's needed.
can I trust Adrian? even if he's my brother.
" y/n. you can trust me , I promise "
this fucker can read my mind? he can't ...
can he ?
only one way to find out
me and Tamaki had sex. And he ended up fuc-
"okay okay stop. I'll get out of your head. damn "
"fucking creep."
fuck it. let's do it
"you know what?"
"let's do it. "
"Hell is now my bitch "
y'all it's 2 in the morning & I cannot stop crying.
I'm so overwhelmed rn.
prom is in a week . I have absolutely no date , my face is broken out & I don't have a dress😭. kill me now.
anyways depression hits best at night while your writing & thinking about the special someone who you let go 🙄🙄👎🏾. ( me from the future , FUCK THAT PERSON . I'm over them 💅🏾)
ALSO THANK YOU SMMM FOR 760 READS , THATS ALOT YALL MUST CARE FOR LITTLE OL' ME
ha ha ha.
OKAY it's time to gts now. I'm dtm.
goodnight / morning babes
~G~
