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"Our last sunrise."

You were now sitting on your bed after an exhausting day. All you did was waiting for Fred to finally come over. But for the first time in months he didn't come over. Since it was unusual you went to go and look for him. So you walked through the lonely common room and up to his dorm.
To your surprise his door was open, you peaked in his room to see him on his bed. He was sitting on the edge of his bed as he leaned his head into his hands.
A bad feeling had spread in your stomach.
You opened the door and just then Fred realized you were there. He looked up and you caught a few tears rolling down his cheek.
You immediately ran over and fell down to your knees. Tears were filling up in your eyes as you held his face. The tears were still rolling down his cheek. He didn't even try to hide his feelings.
He knew that no matter what he could trust you.
You moved your thumbs over his soft cheeks as you wiped away the tears from his red cheeks.
"Why are you crying my love?" You asked with a single tear rolling down your cheek.

But he didn't speak and just pulled you into a deep hug. It was now the two of you sitting on
the floor just holding each other.
What happened?
After some more moments he pulled away
and just looked at you.
"I love you so much, you can't imagine." He whispered with a soft voice.

You leaned in and softly kissed his warm lips. After kissing him you leaned down your
forehead on his and just smiled.
"I have an idea." You smiled and immediately saw a smile grow on his lips.

"Anything, as long I got to be with you." He whispered with a deep and loving voice.

You got up and reached your hand out to him. You both snuck out to the quidditch field and with one spell there was little Picknick set up.
Fred sat down and took a deep breath as his eyes wandered up to the stars.
They looked beautiful this night.
He was lost in thoughts and you could tell.

"What happened my love?" You softly asked as you started holding his hand.

Just then he met your gaze again. He looked into your eyes and again there was this feeling.
You were his home.

"It- it was just a letter from my parents. They- they want me to-" he shuttered
with an insecure facial expression.

"Go on my love, no matter what it is I know we will get through this." You softly whispered.

His heart broke only thinking about what
his parents wanted him a to do.
They wanted him to break up with you and be with Angelina Jonson because they were suddenly friends of the family..
What was he supposed to do?
Go for his family or the girl he always Dreamed of? ...he didn't knew what to do...

"They just told me to stop playing pranks." He said as he cleared his throat fastly.

You knew he wasn't telling the truth.
"Are you sure that's all?" Your asked again as you looked into his eyes. They were filled with fear. Fred nodded softly as he wrapped his arms around you.

You both stayed there for the whole night. You watched the stars and talked about eveythering. No matter what it was, you could talk to Fred about everything. He understood you in a way no one else could.
You'd always talk about your fears. You could always tell him any secret because you knew they were safe with him.
In fact you knew your heart was safe with him.
But still there was one bad habit in your relationship. You two would always smoke a few cigarettes together. It was kinda the things you'd only do together. There was also a little ritual.
He always put the cigarette in his mound and you'd always light his. There was never a day where you wouldn't light his. He loved that you always did it with pleasure.
But this time seemed to be different. Fred just smocked it without all the cheesy jokes he'd usually do while you were lightening it.
You started at him as he watched the stars and fell into deep thoughts.
"What was he thinking about?" You thought as you looked at the beautiful ginger boy next to you.

You both watched the sun rise in each other's arms. It was beautiful. To see the sun started for another day, while holding the love of your life. Life couldn't get any better at this point.
After staying a bit longer you both decided to go back.
Just as you started walking away Fred stopped and looked into your eyes deeply. He cupped your face with his big hands and just smiled.
"No matter what happens, never forget I love you...okay?" He whispered and confusion was written all over your face.

"I will always love you, no matter what" you whispered and caught a little smile on his face. He crashed his lips with yours and kissed you deeply.

You both walked back and just as you were about to get ready for the day he stopped you.
"Why don't we just skip one day and stay in bed?" He softly asked and you nodded with much excitement in your face.

"There's is nothing I'd love to do more." You laughed and soon enough you both laid down.

He laid next to you and started of with kissing your hand. And slowly moving up your arm with every kiss.
A warm feeling was spread in your stomach as he kissed every spot softly.
Fred slowly undressed both of you and started leaving kisses in your neck. A soft gasp left your mouth as he did. His eyes wandered up and met your gaze.
This time wasn't about sex, it was being there for each other. Showing how much you actually meant to him. That you were the reason why he was the person, he is now.

So he loved you, he tried to show you much and he did. With every kiss and every touch. Fred let his fingers wander up your body, causing you to get goosebumps all over again.
It was perfect. He- he was perfect.

So after loving each other endlessly you both let yourself sink into the soft bed.
A big smile was formed on both of your lips.
You couldn't understand what just happened, this got the be the best time you've ever had.
It was Careless, loving, honest...it was truly the most intense thing you had ever experienced.

You both were now all cuddled up in each other's arms as you slowly drifted away to sleep.
You knew you were safe.

You were already sound asleep as Fred pressed a soft kiss on your forehead.
"I'm sorry I can't keep my promise princess." He whispered with a salty tear rolling down his cheek.
He knew it would be the last time he got the chance to sleep with you together, to cuddle with you, to be with the person that made his life better...
He was heart broken as he thought about what he had to do...

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