Feelings that never remain to be forgotten.

9

...your souls missed each other..

A few months had passed by now. The world turned out to be less and less colerful. It was grey.
You started dating Oliver wood after a few dates. It was alright. He was alright. Even tho sometimes he'd just say things to make you insecure. He knew how to say things for you to be too insecure to be alone...but still he was great. He always tried to spend as much time with you as he could. He even talked to his parents because they could help you to become an Auror.
Well that was what you wanted right? To be someone serious, to be an Auror, to spend your life with Oliver wood...yeah perfect..
Who needed dreams anyways? Who needs a joke shop with George and Fred. Who needs to be happy?

Being with Oliver made you realize that no matter how hard you'd try..,you could never love someone the way you still loved Fred.
It was so hard to watch him being with Angelina. He didn't seem to be the happy Fred he used to be. He looked broken..
You stopped talking to him the day Oliver first asked you out.
And every day, every hour...every god damn second without him felt like dying... cold and slowly.

It was another day of just sitting outside of Hogwarts and secretly smiling a cigarette...as dumb as it seemed...when you'd do it..it felt like doing it with Fred.
It made you feel complete again.
You could think about the memories you had made with Fred over the past years.
How you both grew up together, how you turned from friends into lovers.
You were thinking about the first kiss you both had shared.
It was at the burrow. It was a game of hide and seek. Of course you and Fred went for the same spot. An empty closet down the floor.
So you ran into it in a rush and just as you closed the door you met his gaze. It was a small closet and caused your body's to immediately touch each other. Your cheeks started warming up as you looked into his beautiful hazel brown eyes.
A pair of eyes never meant as much as his did.
A soft smile was formed on his lips as his hand wandered up to hold your face.
"You know, we should do this more often." Fred smirked and you felt your heart racing.
"Play hide and seek?" You joked and caused him to pull you even closer.
"I was thinking about something like this." Fred whispered as he leaned in.
His soft lips touched yours and you've never felt like this before. Being with him showed you how beautiful a day can be. How meaningful a second with the right Person could be.

Or how he asked you to be his girlfriend. It was a week after the first kiss. You were still at the burrow.
It was night and you were sitting at the rooftop stargazing. Lost in thoughts about this beautiful Ginger boy.

"Got some space up there?" A soft voice deep asked from underneath.
Your lips were forming a soft smile as you knew it was him.
"Depends." You laughed. 
"On what?" The mysterious voice asked again.
"If you're the boy that stole my first kiss, then yes." You laughed and it was silence for a few seconds.
But just then you heard Fred groan as he climbed up the roof.
His gaze met yours and both of you couldn't stop smiling. He silently sat down next to you and looked up to the stars.
"What are you doing up here?" He softly asked.
"I was just thinking." You answered and again you met his gaze. They were filled with much love.
"About me?" Fred flirted and you've felt your cheeks warm up again.
A blush was now warming up his cheeks too as you looked at him.
He realized that you were in fact thinking about him, you couldn't think about anything else.
"Hey y/n?" Fred whispered with a deep voice.
"Yes freddie?" You answered with much butterflies in your stomach.
"I like you, like I can't stop thinking about you." Fred blurted out and felt his heart racing.
You caught his eyes full up with fear as he was getting more nervous.
"Hey Fred?" You now asked as you touched his soft cheeks.
"Yeah?" He shuttered.
"I like you." You softly answered. His eyes softened as he couldn't stop smiling. He leaned in fastly and connected your lips again.
He had the biggest smile on his face as he pulled away.
"So your my girlfriend now." Fred grinned.
"There's nothing I'd love to be more." You softly answered and his heart was filled with love....