Feelings that never remain to be forgotten.

8

So now it was only the two of you left.
Oliver sat down next to you and couldn't stop smiling.
"I like your smile." You whispered and just then you've felt his hand slip on yours again.

He moved closer and looked into your eyes deeply.
"You're the reason behind this smile."
He whispered as he leaned in.
His lips softly touched yours. It was nice.? Yeah nice. Of course it wasn't like kissing Fred.

Fred's lips on yours always felt like standing under the sun. It was warm and welcoming, just so lovely but yet so passionate.
Your heart was blooming everytime Fred would kiss you.

But with Oliver's lips on yours, your mind was just black. There wasn't such feelings like for Fred. It was like the ocean.
Cold and unwelcoming.
A feeling of emptiness in your heart.

You pulled away and he still smiled.
"You I've no idea how long I've wanted to do this." Oliver whispered softly.

"Glad you did it." You muttered forcing a fake smile towards to him.

You both stayed a bit longer, talking about random stuff, about the school and each other's plans in the future. It was now your
last year in Hogwarts. You'd graduate with
Oliver and the twins together.

You always hoped to open the joke shop with the twins. It seemed to be the perfect thing for the three of you. You three had spend dozen of hours just talking about the shop and how it should look...it was your dream to open the shop with the twins...but unfortunately Fred had other plans.

"I'll obviously will play quidditch and be in a big team, just like victor Krum...But what are your plans?" He asked with a big smile on his face.

"I've always wanted to open a shop by myself actually...like making products and selling them." You answered with a soft voice. It would've been so beautiful to go after your dream. It was simple and you loved it.

"You're not for real..are you? That's not a plan." Oliver muttered with a confused voice.

"Yeah I- I was just joking...I'll be a Auror." You answered with an insecure smile.

"My parents are actually Aurors so they'll get you in." Oliver smiled.

"I would appreciate it." You softly answered.

"Good thing...I know we've just got to know each other but- but I know I want you in my future." Oliver said with a little smile on his face.
Maybe it was for better like that.

"I'd like that." You answered and just then he kissed you again. Again it was a blank mind. Maybe it would get better after some time...right? Yeah!...sure...

After a bit of hanging out you two walked back to the school. He had to talk to one teacher so you had to walk to the common room by yourself. Just as you entered the common room you saw Fred sitting on the couch annoyed.
He met your gaze and didn't knew what to say.

"You wanted to talk?" You answered with an emotionless face.

"Let's talk in my dorm." He whispered as he walked up to the stairs.
You followed him into his dorm to talk.

You both walked into Fred's dorm. It has been a while since you had been there, but still it felt welcoming.
It was still this warm feeling, a feeling like home.
But in fact it changed. There were no pictures or posters up. Fred's room was blank.
But why didn't he have pictures with his perfect girlfriend hanging in the wall like he had with you?

You walked over to the bed and sat down.
Fred still stood at the door. He was leaning his head against the door because he didn't knew what to say. All he wanted to say was
"I love you"
" I lied when I said I cheated."
"I can't live without you."

But yet he didn't knew how to stand up for himself. He slowly walked up to a chair and got and top that was obviously yours.

"I just wanted to give this back to you." He muttered as he handed it to you.

Anger grew inside of your chest.
"That's why you wanted me to come here?" You scoffed angrily.

"Yeah now leave." He scoffed with the same energy as he let himself fall into the bed.

You jumped up and stormed to the door.
But it was too much to handle so you turned around once more.
"You were nothing more than a waste of time." You muttered.

"Good thing we broke up then." Fred screamed.
Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces after hearing those words from him. The tears were filling up your eyes as you stared at him shock.
"Yeah..good thing." You managed to say as the first sobs escaped your mouth.

His face immediately softened as he saw the tears in your eyes. He ran up to you and held your face with both of his hands. His thumbs were wiping away the salty tear as he stared into your eyes deeply.
"I'm sorry." He whispered with a broken voice. He could always control his feelings until it came to you crying.
It was his weak point to see you hurt.
Fred was mad at himself that he was the reason for your tears.

"I- I just wanted-.." Fred shuttered but seeing the pain in your eyes made him realize that no matter what, he lost you.
The acting, the leaving and being with Angelina, the insulting earlier. He lost the person that always supported him no matter what.
If it was after a prank that went wrong or a big fight you two had. You always made sure he was okay, while he just left.
Sadness was written all over Fred's face.
More tears were rolling down your cheeks as you caught his eyes tear up too.

"Why did you want me to come here Fred?" You gulped with a broken voice.
There was second where you caught hope in his eyes. Was this the moment that he'd confess that everything was a lie and he wanted you back? Because if it was you'd crash his lips with yours faster than anything else. Everything would be like it used to be. So you stood there, much hope in your eyes, just waiting for his answer.

"There is no reason." Fred shuttered.

Disappointment was filling up your stomach.
You moved his hands away and stepped back to take a deep breath. Just then you've met his beautiful eyes again. He was the best thing to ever happen to you but you couldn't do this anymore. Your hope was gone, he choose her,
it was over.

"I'm done. In fact we're done. Forever." You shuttered

"Forever?" Fred whispered with the first tear rolling down. You nodded softly.

"Y/n I-" he muttered but got cut off by you.

"and if you ever dare to call me a
slut again I will kill you...I mean
it...W- Weasley." You screamed with much anger in your eyes.
You stormed out of the room and left him speechless. He knew that this was the moment
he lost you...maybe one day he'll have the courage to tell you the truth.

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