Feelings that never remain to be forgotten.

10

You walked back to your dorm soaking wet.
And still, there was a little smile formed on your lips as you thought about him. This special boy.
This dancing has to be the greatest thing you had done in weeks. It seemed like it was nothing, but for you it as everything. You finally felt Fred holding you again after months of coldness.

It made you feel again...and sadly it also made you realize that no matter what...you could never see Oliver in the way you saw Fred.
Fred was everything while Oliver was nothing. Freds appearance was the Color you needed in life, while Oliver was just grey.

Deep in thoughts you walked into your dorm just to see Oliver looking through your diary. Anger was now filling up your chest as you scoffed loudly.
"Excuse you?" You questioned angrily as you made your way up to him. Anger because he didn't respect your privacy once again.
Oliver was that type of guy to be mostly controlling. His jealousy would overcome the great guy he was every time.

"No I won't. Now uncover the spell from it so I can read what you've wrote." He screamed as he furiously went through the Diary.

"It's not any of your business." You scoffed trying to get it back.

"Y/n just open that fucking book!" Oliver's voice echoed through your dorm Loudly.

You walked over as you ripped away the book out of his hands.
"That is mine! It belongs to me, it's my business not yours." You snapped back at him as your hands were holding it tightly.
He couldn't read it because if he'd do, he'd know that you never loved him. That you only dated him to forget the love of your life.

"It is! I wanna know if you still love him y/n!" Oliver gulped with a broken voice.

Confusion was filling up your face as you looked at the broken look in his eyes.
"What are you talking about Oliver?" You asked with a strong voice.

"Don't you think I saw you?! Dancing in the rain all romantically!" He screamed as his voice was cracking in the middle of the sentence. He was broken because he loved you so much...and knew you would never love him they way he loved you. But he was willing to try it, he wanted you and would do anything to be with you.

Guilt was filling up in your eyes as you looked at him.
"Oliver I-" you muttered but he cut off by his scream again.

"You can't be for real! He played you! He moved on! There is even rumors that he bought a engagement ring for Angelina!" Oliver screamed from the top of his lungs.

Your heart stopped beating, your face went pale. You breathing was slowly as the first tears were forming your eyes.
Nothing ever meant something to him.
You were just another game in Fred Weasley life.
You had always thought it was over between you and Fred when he broke up with you but...but you were wrong.
It was right now.
He was going to marry Angelina Jonson. Your heart shattering into thousands of pieces as you didn't manage to form words.

There was in fact no happy ending for the two of you. He left and moved on. Fred found someone else he wanted to be with.
And so did you.

Oliver scoffed again and just then you've met his gaze. His eyes were filled with much sadness and regret.
"God...and how you looked at each other...you..you never even tried to look at me like this." He shuttered with a broken voice almost breaking down.

You walked over and pulled him into a deep hug. Breathing heavily as your heart was broken.
Your arms were wrapped around his head as he started crying into your shoulder.
He was just a broken boy.

"Please tell me it didn't mean anything." Oliver asked with a broken whisper.

What were you supposed to say?
He suddenly seemed so broken.
Oliver pulled away and looked into your eyes.
His hands holding your face carefully as he breathed slowly.
His brown eyes were already filled with many tears. Tears you have caused because you both knew that was in fact no true love.
It was a lie all along.

"I love you y/n...I'm over to the top and every god damn mountain in love with you...and I don't want to loose you." He calmly whispered and your eyes went wide.

He was in love with you?
It was the first time he had ever confessed it.

You didn't knew what to say and just stared at him. Regret was filling up in your stomach as all you felt was emptiness in your heart as you stared into his brown eyes.
There was no warmth or excitement as you thought about Oliver wood.
Just a blank and cold mind.

"Please just tell me you love me...or even if it is only that you need me...god I can't loose you." His voice broke awfully as he broke down in tears once again.

Maybe being with Oliver would make you happy one day. Even if that meant that you'll never feel as happy as you did when you danced with Fred.
Now it was your hands wandered up to hold his cheeks as a few tears rolled down your cheeks. The relationship with Fred was over now.
It was time to move on...even if it broke your heart into a thousand pieces.

"But I need you Oli...more than anything in this world. You are all I want,
I want my future to be with you because...because I love you."
You cried as you had this fake smile on your face. His face immediately lit up and he pressed his lips against yours fastly.

"Thank god." Oliver shouted as he pulled you into another hug. His arms were wrapped around you as he didn't want to let go. You still had this fake smile on your face as you watched Oliver's eyes full of happiness. He was happy because he thought you were happy and that you finally choose him.

But someone who really knew you could see in your eyes that your soul was crying.

Someone like Fred Weasley.