The Sister, The Lover and The Future [ON HOLD]

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Song: Superhuman - Hobbie Stuart Cover
Tris' POV

I wake up startled. My heart beating faster and faster every second, but I'll be okay. Every morning I wake up with nightmares of simulations and attacks. I can't control it, not yet anyway. Tobias once said to me "Becoming fearless isn't the point, that's impossible. It's learning how to control your fear and be free from it." I may not be there yet but at least I'm one step closer to controlling this fear than I was yesterday.

I don't live with Tobias properly, but most of the time, I do. It's a nightmare in itself just having to remember to bring clothes for the next day with me every evening. I guess it would be easier If we properly lived together but we're waiting till everything has settled. After initiation training there was obviously a war, but the war meant changes. Changes to each faction system. It's so complicated right now but hopefully we're on the right track. Anyway, all the newest members of Dauntless (including me, Christina and the others) have to live in the dorms for the next 6 months. It's okay though, we are in groups of four in each dorm. Though most nights as I say, I do stay with Tobias.
I feel whole with him. As strange and cheesy as that may sound, I feel complete like a jigsaw puzzle with the missing piece. He's my missing piece. He completes me.