Trust Me - Cameron Dallas Fanfiction

Chapter 19

I didn't even know what to do with myself at that point. I couldn't breathe. I screamed for Cameron.
"CAMERON" I cried loudly
"CAMERON COME HERE NOW!" I began to just bawl my eyes out.

Cameron came sprinting up the stairs. The second he saw what happened his emotion dropped off of his face and he looked blank. He came over to me and scooped me up and sat me on the bed.

He stepped outside Jordan's bedroom door and closed it. He called 911. I heard him dial the three numbers and begin talking.

"Hi, I have a 16 year old girl who committed suicide."

"Cuts and Pills."

"uhh sleeping pills and Advil and Tylenol bottles."

"Okay. Can I leave the site?"

"Okay. Thank you."

He came back in the room where I was laying on the bed in a ball, my head was dizzy and I couldn't think straight.

"Baby I'm so sorry." He picks me up and kisses my forehead. "I'm so so sorry" he whispers.

I cry a few more tears and wipe my face. "This is my fault." I cried.

"Alex no stop that. This is not your fault." He brushes my hair out of my face.

"Cameron. it really is. She called me crying last night and said she was upset. I didn't even bother enough to check up on her today. IM A TERRIBLE FRIEND." I buried my head in between his shoulder and chest and just cried.

I began hearing sirens pull up to Jordan's house and screamed. I got up and just ran out. I ran to cams car and locked the doors. Clearly I was not thinking straight.

I got into his car and locked all the doors and just cried. I cried and cried as cameron banged on the doors and windows to let him in.

I didn't want to because I didn't think he would understand how upset I am. I just lost one of my best friends. I am so upset.

Cameron banged on the window again. "Alexandra let me in!!!!" he yelled. "I will break this window!" He said showing me how much he cares.

I slowly reached my hand to the door and I opened it. He got in next to me into the drivers seat and turned the car on.

He went to my house, hopefully my mom had left for her trip by now. I'm not going to call and tell her this untill later. I want her to enjoy her trip.

Cameron pulled up to my house. My hands were over my face, my attempt to block out the truth of what had happened. Cam comes around and lifts me up bridal style and carries me inside.

He takes me upstairs to my room and lays me down. "Baby I'm so sorry." he says sympathetically. "This isn't your fault. She's the one who made the cuts and swallowed the pills. Not you."

That did make me feel a little better. But still, I could have been more of a friend. "I love you" I said. I kissed him on the lips.

"I love you too" he smiled between kisses. That made me happy.