Stray Kids Oneshot - Suffering

5 (sad ending)

⚠️SUICIDE⚠️

I was now in the bathroom, looking at the pills in the palm of my hand. I was scared, what if the pain will still last even in the afterlife? What if I regret dying? What if I survive? Gosh this is so confusing.

"Do it you pathetic b*tch. No one would care. The pain would end, don't you want the pain to end?"

"F*ck it" I put all the pills into my mouth, turning on the faucet, I made my hand into a bowl and scooped the sink water into my mouth and gulped it down with all 16 pills. I stood there, just looking at myself in the mirror with pure disgust. The horrible acne I had on my nose, chin and cheeks, my dry lips, and dry skin, I'm surprised they wanted to be my friend. I didn't feel guilty, not one bit. I've been waiting for this for so long. It was my dream to die.

The effects finally started to hit, I smiled as my vision started getting blurry. "Finally, I'm free..." Everything went black.

Author POV

It's been awhile and Y/N hasn't came out the bathroom yet and the members were getting worried. Bang Chan decided to knock on the door to check up on her.

Bang Chan: "Y/N? Are you okay?"

She didn't answer, which really worried him. He knocked again but louder this time, to make sure she heard him, but still, she didn't answer.

Bang Chan: "I'm going to open the door if you don't answer."

He warned through the door. He never received an answer and at this point, he was freaking out. He pounded on the door, wanting to get some type of noise from her, as long as she answered. The others were behind him, worried as ever.

I.N: "Noona! Please open the door!"

Bang Chan gave the door a hard shove, making the door burst open. His eyes immediately landed on the unconscious Y/N on the cold bathroom floor. He fell onto his knees, shaking her violently while yelling her name but she didn't move an inch. He put his finger under her nose, nothing. He felt his heart drop to the pit of his stomach. He pulled her up to his chest.

Bang Chan: "Y/N! PLEASE WAKE UP! ITS NOT FUNNY!"

He tried to get some kind of response from her but there was nothing. Felix was in the living room, already on the phone with an operator. His voice was shaky and he was on the verge of crying. Bang Chan hoped that this was some type of sick prank that you would see on YouTube but he knew it was real. His heart pounded quickly in his chest. He looked up to see the medicine bottle on the counter. He grabbed it and threw it against the wall in anger.

The rest of the members dropped down next to them. They were crying historically, hoping there was a sign of life in her. They all felt so heart broken, words can't explain how much pain they were in. They have never felt so much pain in their life. All those four years just went down the drain because of one decision. They tried to wake her up, still hoping she was joking around.

The reason they thought she would be joking is because she always looked happy. She showed no sign of depression or sadness. She always had the biggest smile on her face, they would've never thought she would do this to herself. Felix came back from the living room with tears rolling down his face. Everybody was a mess but they didn't care. The paramedics came and took her, the members took the time to hug each other. They didn't care if they were guys, Y/N always told them to show emotion because she thinks it's more manly to show emotion and they're very grateful for that.