Stray Kids Oneshot - Suffering

5 (happy ending)

⚠️ATTEMPTED SUICIDE⚠️

Me: "F*ck it"

I lifted my hand towards my mouth, only for it to be pushed away by someone I didn't know was in the room. The pills scattered across the floor as I looked at the person. It was Felix. He hugged me tightly, tears brimming his eyes.

Me: "Why did you do that Felix?! Why?!"

I tried to push him off but he was stronger than me. I could feel my shirt getting wet. The others came running over when they heard my screaming. They didn't see the pills right away but when they did, their mind went to the worst scenarios. Changbin slowly walked over to Felix and I, who were crying historically. He joined the hug while letting tears drop from his eyes.

Soon enough, we were all in a group hug, just letting tears roll down our faces. Even if we tried to wipe them away, it was useless as more kept coming to replace the ones we wiped. We pulled away, they all had their eyes on me. Bang Chan stepped up, placing his hand on my shoulder.

Bang Chan: You can tell us when you're ready, but for now, you need to stop whatever you were trying to do. Understood?

I nodded my head, feeling a bit guilty that I even thought of attempting suicide. I didn't know that they cared for me this much. I didn't know that hurting myself will also be hurting them too. Although I'm guilty, its pretty embarrassing. Its really embarrassing for them to find out this way and for them to look down at me with worry.

Bang Chan: We'll get you someone to talk with, just please, try to get better.

I shook my head, not feeling comfortable to tell a stranger about my attempts and thoughts.

Y/N: Can I just talk to you guys? I don't feel comfortable talking to someone I don't know.

They nodded their head with no hesitation. Jisung hugged me tightly, fearing if he ever let go, I'd be gone forever.

Jisung: You can talk to us any time. Please don't so this again

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It's been about 6 months and I'm feeling better than ever. Words can't express how thankful I am for all of them. They made my life so much brighter and happier. No matter how many times they say they love me, I'll always love them more.

Changbin: Y/N-ah!

Y/N: Yes?!

Seungmin: We all got accepted!

I jumped up from my bed and rushed to the living room, finding them all looking at their phones.

Y/N: Are you serious?

Hyunjin: Yes! Look!

He gives me his phone, it really said he got accepted. I felt so proud at the moment, I hugged them with the most motherly hug I could give.

Y/N: I'm so happy for you all

Instead of them crying from happiness, it was me.

Minho: Why are you crying?!

They laughed and hugged me, also making me laugh through the tears.

Y/N: I'm just so proud of you guys. You're one step closer to becoming idols. Please don't forget me when you get famous.

Felix: Of course we won't forget you! You helped us all the way here.

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Here I am, sitting front row in a Stray Kids concert, holding my lightstick and flinging it around like a maniac. They didn't know I was here, they'll find out though. Screams could be heard throughout the whole building. A light suddenly shined on the stage, showing my best friends. I genuinely screamed with STAYS because I haven't seen them in so long since their schedules have been really packed.

Their voices sounded like heaven. Even them talking is like heaven. They walked around the stage while singing "Double Knot", just waving at fans and saying hi. As Seungmin got closer to my direction, the crowd around me got louder. They were screaming his name to get his attention or screaming from excitement, which I can't blame.

Y/N: SEUNGMIN-AH!

I shouted as loud as I could, which seemed like it was loud enough because he looked straight at me. His eyes widened and his jaw dropped. I laughed at his reaction. Some fans around me noticed that we might be friends, some glared at me while others were glad to meet one of their friends in real life. Seungmin walked away to tell the others I was there. Soon enough, I was getting a lot of attention from the boys. Of course, they couldn't stay for long because rumors might start so they had to walk away but they'd come back and wave or flash a smile when they pass by.

They stood in the middle of the stage, ready to perform "Easy". The song started, making the crowd roar just by hearing the song. They danced so gracefully while also singing, I don't know how they do it, it's such a special talent to have. I obviously didn't have it, I sound like a dying goat while singing but I'm glad I know people that can dance and sing at the same time without dropping on the ground gasping for air.

I waved my lightstick so hard it almost flew out of my hand, but even if it flew out of my hand and onto the stage or the ground, it would've been worth it, as long as it was for my best friends. Everything went by so fast. The concert was over faster than I expected, but they all made sure to text me after, telling me it was a pleasure to see me at their concert. They told me they were free for the next week and that we should hang out like the old days, and I couldn't help but take the chance.

The End~

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I haven't been to a concert before so don't judge me 😭🤚🏼