Murderer | ATEEZ YEOSANG

CH.36 I'm Here Don't Worry

Yeosang's POV
The8: are we done here?
Yeosang: yeah we're done
He nodded.
Yeosang: oh and by the way
He looked at me.
Yeosang: I hope you didn't call your former members SEVENTEEN to come and kill me
The8: wait what?? I- I didn't call them at all
Yeosang: oh? Then who did?
I looked at Han and he was looking at the floor.
Yeosang: Han
He looked up immediately.
Han: yeah?
Yeosang: you seem odd. You didn't call them did you?
His members looked at him.
Han: no I didn't
Yeosang: good
I got up and left.

Han's POV
The8: did you actually call them??
Hanse: wait you didn't?
The8: no! I haven't spoke to them in months
Han: I did...
They snapped their necks at me.
The8: why would you do that?!?
Xiaojun: don't tell me it's about Changbin again
Han: it is! You think I want him to die for no reason??
Hanse: who cares?? You'd rather get us killed than him??
Han: yes
Hanse: why?!?
Han: because I care for him!!
Xiaojun: and not us???
Han: I care for you guys but I don't want Yeosang to kill someone who doesn't deserve it
The8: so you think we deserve it?
Han: that's not what I mean
The8: it sounds like you do
Hanse: hands up if you want Han to get kicked out of this mafia
He raised his hand and so did Xiaojun.
Hanse: Wonho?
Wonho: no I'm good
Hanse: you never do anything
Han: yes he does
Hanse: shut up
The8: Hanse enough. We're not kicking him out...yet
Hanse: wha-
The8: Han if you do something risky like that again, you'll be kicked out and you will be dead
I nodded.
The8: alright we can go home now
We all left and went back to our homes.

Yeosang's POV
I came back to Seonghwa's house and knocked. He opened the door and I went inside.
Seonghwa: you're back!
Yeosang: I know that
Seonghwa: rude..
Yeosang: where's y/n?
Seonghwa: in the kitchen
Yeosang: was she difficult to deal with?
Seonghwa: yeah but I managed it
Yeosang: surprising
Seonghwa: I had to deal with you guys I'm used to this
I went to kitchen and I see y/n eating. She noticed me and choked on her food. I panicked and patted her back.
Y/n: I'm fine I'm fine don't worry
Yeosang: I didn't mean to scare you
Y/n: don't worry it's fine
I nodded.
Yeosang: are you ready to go back to the cabin?
Seonghwa: why don't you guys stay for the night? It's late
Yeosang: sure
Y/n: really?
Yeosang: yeah
Y/n: I don't have any clothes to sleep in though
Seonghwa: it's okay I have some
Y/n: okay
Seonghwa: anyways I'm tired so I'm going to bed. Yeosang knows where the guest rooms are at
Y/n: okay night
Yeosang: night
Seonghwa: night
Seonghwa went upstairs and it was just us two now.
Y/n: so...
Yeosang: so..
Y/n: I'm sorry for saying all those things to you
Yeosang: it's okay but I'm sorry for making you upset
Y/n: it's okay
Yeosang: c'mon I'll show you the guest room
Y/n: okay
She followed me to the guest room and I opened the door and she went inside.
Yeosang: goodnight
Y/n: you're going to bed already?
Yeosang: yeah
Y/n: okay night
Yeosang: night
I closed the door and went to the other guest room which was next to y/n's. I headed inside and closed the door. I laid down and closed my eyes.

3 Hours Later
(TW: anxiety attack)
I started to feel very uncomfortable and anxious. I opened my eyes and sat up quickly. I placed my hand against my chest and closed my eyes.
Yeosang: please not now....why now?
I began to overthink and my anxiety has gotten worse. I was having a hard time to breathe and I began to hyperventilate. I started crying and placed my hands over my head and rocked back and forth. I tried to be quiet but I couldn't help it.

Y/N's POV
I heard crying so I woke up and left my room. The crying was coming from Yeosang's room. It sounded he was also hyperventilating. I became very worried and opened the door. He was having an anxiety attack and I went towards him quickly.
Y/n: Yeosang? Hey it's me
Yeosang: no...no no..please get away from me....I don't...I don't want to hurt you...please...
I held him and stroked his hair. He grabbed my hand and held it tight.

5 Minutes Later
Yeosang started calming down but continued crying.
Y/n: Yeosang?
Yeosang: I'm sorry...
Y/n: don't be...you shouldn't apologize over something you struggle with
Yeosang: I'm sorry for kidnapping you...I'm sorry for making you scared I'm sorry for causing so much trouble....
He kept apologizing and I didn't know what to say. I've never seen him like this before.
Y/n: shh it's okay..don't worry I'm here
I kept holding him till he fell asleep. I laid him down and put the blanket over him. I decided to sleep here with him and luckily the bed was big so I can sleep on it as well instead of on the floor. I laid down and fell back asleep.

Yeosang's POV
I woke up to see y/n sleeping next to me. Her face was close to mine and she looked so peaceful while sleeping. Why is my hearting beating so fast? I don't want to gain feelings for her...that'll ruin my mission. It'll ruin everything so I can't let that happen. She woke up and looked at me. I panicked a little so I sat up quickly and blushed a bit. She sat up as well and tapped on my shoulder.
Y/n: are you okay now?
At first I was confused what she was talking about until I remembered what happened last night.
Yeosang: yeah..I'm fine
Y/n: that's good I'm glad you're fine
I looked at her and she gave me a smile.
Y/n: I decided to sleep here with you because I was...worried about you
Yeosang: that's new
Y/n: what is?
Yeosang: you worrying about somebody who is not a good person
Y/n: you are a good person it's just the only bad thing you do is murder people
Yeosang: who deserve it
I got up and left the room. I went downstairs and head to the kitchen.
Seonghwa: good morning Yeosang
Yeosang: morning
Seonghwa: you seem kinda sad is everything alright?
Yeosang: don't worry I'm fine
Seonghwa: remember I'm always here for you
Yeosang: I know and I'm thankful for that
He smiled.
Seonghwa: anyways I made breakfast so call
y/n down-
Y/n: no need to I'm here
Seonghwa: good! Now the two of you eat. Now.
Yeosang: what about you?
Seonghwa: I already ate
He got a call and he checked who it was and he looked at me. I knew exactly who it was.
Seonghwa: I'll be right back I need to take this
I pulled Seonghwa down a little and whispered to his ear.
Yeosang: answer it far away from her
He nodded and left. We started eating and had a small conversation.

Seonghwa's POV
I went to my room and answered.
Seonghwa: hey Hongjoong
Hongjoong: hey how are things going?
Seonghwa: pretty good what about you? How are things going at work?
Hongjoong: well we're getting more and more progress with this case
Seonghwa: what case?
Hongjoong: with y/n's case and the murderer's
My heart sank.
Seonghwa: oh that's good! How's Wooyoung and San?
Hongjoong: well a couple days ago, Wooyoung and I got into a argument
Seonghwa: why?
Hongjoong: all of us...
Seonghwa: I know it's hard letting each other go
Hongjoong: I mean we still talk to each other just...not as much as we used to
Seonghwa: because of the deal
Hongjoong: yeah but anyways I just called to check up on you
Seonghwa: oh okay
Hongjoong: yeah I'm gonna go I need to get back to work
Seonghwa: okay bye
Hongjoong: bye
I hanged up and went back to the kitchen. Yeosang was washing the dishes and y/n looked over at me.
Y/n: who were you talking to?
Seonghwa: a friend of mine
Y/n: what's their name?
Seonghwa: uhh Mingi!
Y/n: like Song Mingi? The rapper?
Seonghwa: yeah him
Y/n: you're friends with him?? That's so cool! What about Yeosang? Is he friends with him?
Seonghwa: yeah he is!
Yeosang: somewhat
He finished washing the dishes and he dried his hands.
Yeosang: anyways y/n we should get ready and leave
Y/n: okay

To be continued...