Murderer | ATEEZ YEOSANG

CH.46 In Love?

Ravn: y/n?
Y/n: hey
Ravn: holy shit...
He hugged me very tightly and sighed out of relief.
Ravn: oh my god where were you??? The cops and your friends are out looking for you for the past month!!
Y/n: I...wanted to leave for a while
Ravn: you disappeared after the shooting at the warehouse though?
Y/n: after what happened with you and Jongho I don't know but I was so scared that I wanted to avoid it...I'm sorry for leaving you guys like that
Ravn: Jongho told me that you were trying to run away from somebody and they got you and he saw you get taken away?
Y/n: no...no one was after me at all....I just wanted to leave..
Ravn: well I'm so glad to see you again but don't worry Jongho and I are better but come in
I went inside and he sat down.
Ravn: they're after the murderer because he was the one who shot us up and they think he was the one who kidnapped you there was even some proof...
Y/n: well...fuck it he did kidnapped me
Ravn: what??
Y/n: yeah he kidnapped and the past month he's been nothing but well to me and I think that I...love him
His facial expression was the worst I've ever seen. He looked so pissed and shocked.
Ravn: what??
Y/n: Ravn...I'm in love with him...
Ravn: you're what?!?! In love?!?? With a murderer?!? Are you fucking insane?!?
Y/n: Ravn-
Ravn: NO! What the hell is wrong with you???
Y/n: I thought you would be okay with what my choices are...you told me three years ago after I told you that I wanted to become a detective!!
Ravn: I am but this choice...I cannot accept the fact that you are in love with a killer!!
Y/n: but please! You must understand him!
Ravn: understand him about what? Him being a murderer? Oh I understand that!
Y/n: He's more than a killer! He's a good man! A good loving man!! He had his reasons for doing this!!
Ravn: but those poor people that were killed by him didn't deserve their life to end so soon!!
Y/n: Ravn please understand me! Understand him!!
Ravn: no!
Y/n: RAVN!!
Ravn: you are taking him to the police and that's finale
Y/n: but if I take him he'll end up being in death row!!
Ravn: I don't care if he'll end up in death row
Y/n: oh so if I tell the police about your crimes will you start to care?? You will get arrested like the murderer if I tell them
Ravn: what crimes?
Y/n: that you're in a mafia. That you sell drugs, kill people and many awful things that you and your mafia has done!!
Ravn: how the hell do you know about that??
Y/n: the murderer!! He told me everything because he knows so many things that you don't!!
Ravn: you fucking bitch...
Y/n: wow and now you're insulting me??
Ravn: tell the police that he's the one who fucking kidnapped you!!!
Y/n: no!!
Ravn: he murdered so many people!!!
Y/n: yeah people like you
Ravn: like me?!?!?
Y/n: TERRIBLE PEOPLE WHO DOESNT DESERVE TO LIVE RAVN!!!
Ravn: so I'm one of them??
Y/n: you're my brother but I can't accept the things you've done. It's fucking disgusting Ravn...I trusted you, I saw you as a good person, I saw you as somebody I want to be...strong and brave. Turns out you're a bitch and deserves time. Not time to runaway but time be to be locked up
Ravn: y/n please I had a reason
Y/n: oh so what's your reason? Hm?
Ravn: we were in debt...
Y/n: but that doesn't give you the right to do harmful things to people
Ravn: y/n please understand me!!
Y/n: no! I can't and won't understand your reasoning!!
Ravn: but yet you understand the murderer???
Y/n: yes!!
Ravn: HOW?!? What is so different between us?!??
Y/n: he's better than you. He wants bad people gone like I do and sadly you're one of them. I won't let him kill you nor will I kill you but I will lock you up
Ravn: with what proof?
Y/n: you admitting that you've done multiple crimes and the murderer
I smiled. He looked very nervous and regretful but I didn't care at this point.
Y/n: take some time don't think about running away. I don't care if you start to regret them you made those choices and they can't be fixed
I left and got back in the car.
Yeosang: so how was it?
Y/n: I don't feel like talking about it right now
Yeosang: oh okay well Han do you have anything to do?
Han: no
Yeosang: then let's head back home
We drove back home and I fell back asleep.

Ravn's POV
After y/n left, I felt very guilty and ashamed of myself. Seeing my own sister disappointed in my actions hurt me very much and I didn't realize how bad I was until she mentioned it. I started to cry and I punched the wall.
Ravn: FUCK!!!
Being in debt wasn't the only reason why I did it. It was the only way I relieved my anger and stress. I felt better doing those things but now looking back at them I feel disgusted. I've hurt many people without caring or worrying about them or the consequences I'll receive. I left my house and went to the police department. I head inside and the lady at the desk looked up at me.
Lady: hello sir is there anything you need?
Ravn: I need to be arrested...
Lady: for what..?
Ravn: many terrible things...
She looked very concerned and called some officers to cuff me up. They took me to the back and I confessed the crimes I've committed. They put me in a cell till morning.

Y/N's POV
Hours pass by and we were already back home. We headed inside and I sat down on the couch.
Han: I'm going to bed! Night guys
Yeosang: night
He went to bed and then it was just the two of us.
Yeosang: you okay?
Y/n: no
Yeosang: talk
I explained to him what happened.
Yeosang: you let him go? Just like that?
Y/n: Ravn is the kind of person who won't lie and won't make himself get away with things. He'll realize his mistakes and he will do his best to make it up for it
Yeosang: so you think he'll turn himself in?
Y/n: yeah pretty much
Yeosang: I'm sorry you had to find out about your brother from me
Y/n: it's okay I thinks it's better finding out from you
Yeosang: oh

Yeosang's POV
Y/n started to cry and I was very confused.
Yeosang: y/n why are you crying??
Y/n: I just wish everything was normal like it was before but with you along
Yeosang: what?
Y/n: fuck Yeosang I like you!
My heart stopped beating. I didn't know what to say. I do feel the same for her but I don't know how to react to those words.
Y/n: and I know you probably won't like me back but for the past month you were so kind and caring and you're so respectful! Accept for the first time we started talking but you are so calm and sweet to be around. I felt calm and safe afterwards because you knew how to protect me and I know you needed me because you're going through a hard time. It made me notice that you're not just cold you have a soft spot as well. You're a good person Yeosang and I hope you and other people know that.
I have never heard anyone say that to me at all. It felt good but weird at the same time hearing that. I smiled at her and placed my hand against her cheek.
Yeosang: I like you as well y/n and I appreciate hearing those words from you
She smiled and hugged me.

To be continued...

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