Lady of the Night [18+]

Lord Hue

|Napoleon DiStefano|

She agreed to come with me. Do I deserve the chance she is giving me to speak? Absolutely not but I'm so grateful she is giving it to me. It will help us both put everything on the table, whatever it is that needs to be put on the table...

I'll probably fuck up again; it comes with reacting before thinking things through which is something that has been happening a lot to me lately. I need to work on that too...I hate being this person who is always half-conscious but alcohol is the only thing that helped me step out of my feelings, but those are what make me who I am.

Anubis agreed to taking the same car as me but she's on the back seat and I'm upfront. She hasn't spoken a word since we left the hotel twelve minutes ago and we are about to arrive at the chalet so it will soon be time to exchange perspectives.

This morning I dressed up to give off the impression of being put together and I also shaved and forced myself to go to bed. I mean, until this early morning when the security detail knocked on my door, I didn't have any other clothes that wasn't my tux and some flannel PJs I bought in town. To look presentable I've decided to wear a white cotton Oxford Shirt under a purple cashmere sweater, slim-fit jeans, black leather Chelsea boots and a black double-breasted cashmere coat.