Biografía Cindy Aguirre

Love To Family

Love to family Maybe after all this process something good will come out, that's why I dedicate these pages to do the only thing I can write and that is to leave a legacy to the generations to come and at this precise moment I dedicate this chapter and highlighted the value to the family, many times We have everything and you don't know that we are rich, until we lose everything, family, health, Love, God. My experience was tremendous, over time I thought that my family would always be with me, suddenly everything in Venezuela began to get worse, the economic and social situation and many people began to emigrate, many left in search of the dream of looking for a way out , a better future but along the way they found worse things, death, illness, poverty, xenophobia, mistreatment, etc. I just think that to move from one country to another it is necessary to consult God and ask, sir, must I go on a trip, or should I do such a business, the first thing we must do is that.

But we do not always do it and we go through even greater processes, things that were not in God's plans, if we get out of God's purpose we are in danger, that was taught to me by my Pastor Miguel Reyes and they were some of the words that I use to retain myself. in Venezuela from God, give me a word that will help me make a decision.

So I was obedient and despite so much scarcity, so much suffering, loneliness, sadness, bitterness, resentment, all that I gave to God and I said sir, I give you my life, if you leave me here you will not abandon me like my Natural father, you are my refuge in the midst of anguish, in the midst of any difficulty.

I spent the worst three years of my life, where I had to learn to survive with what I could, scarcity, loneliness, bitterness and resentment, unforgiveness, that was what I had to get out of my heart, my whole family went to Other countries and out of obedience to God I decided to stay, opposing any family agenda, any plan or invitation, and I was pointed out at the beginning because they did not understand that I had decided to stay in Venezuela to serve him and if I had to be alone I would bear it all , my father abandoned me when I was little and I saw him sporadically, he and my mother separated when I was only 8 years old and so I had to mature and move forward since my mother carried a great responsibility, she alone with me Brother and me, he spent his time working, he had no time for other things than to cover the expenses and the household needs. She taught me by example that despite the difficulties I had to keep going, fighting for my dreams no matter what they say about me, my mother is a gift that God gave me, to be able to have her by my side learn from her, I love her with All my heart and I appreciate her for being that fighter and warrior woman, I grew up with my grandparents, I visited them all the time since they lived very close to my house.

At the age of 13 I began to work teaching music classes supporting my four-year-old teacher at his Apamar Music Foundation. He paid me for the support I gave him as a delegate, soon after he promoted me as a music teacher in his foundation where I worked for three years, I accepted it to help my mother with the expenses of the house, then I liked the echo of being able to teach others what he was learning. After learning from my teacher I began to give private lessons in piano, singing and four. While studying at high school.

I finished my studies ofbachelor of science and decided to study computer science; I was not passionate about it but I did it to obey what my mother told me. Time passed and in 2013 when I had my personal encounter with God, I decided to serve Him, to sow what I had learned over the years in other people, to help others. My father suffered a very great depression due to the death of his mother and I had to talk with him, stay in contact with him for more time, so he visited me every week where he lived and then he accompanied me to church on weekends .

He became my friend despite his abandonment, that time served to heal the wounds of the past, the pain that his abandonment had caused me. God had allowed me to spend that time with him to make up for lost time. The time came when my family left the country to other nations emigrating due to the economic situation of the country, my brother, my mother.

Before my mother left for another country together we experienced the loss of hope, my grandmother, she left with the Lord, due to her advanced age, illness and by God's will. This really affected me a lot And only God gave me the strength to bear it all, right at my grandmother's funeral I remember that I gave my first public speech and prayed for everyone, with tears in my eyes I cried for their loss but also took advantage of the moment to tell the families that they should love their relatives and loved ones, show love while they live because once they leave they could no longer do the same. Then my mother went to another country and I was left alone, they were very hard times, for me since I had never been alone, I only had God hugging me and taking me by the hand of my purpose in this beautiful country. He spent his time composing songs, composing musical arrangements, writing stories and movies.

I dream of making these stories a positive change in the generation of children and young people who read, since the stories are lived experiences told from another imaginative perspective, with fantasy and carrying positive messages, teaching values, and leaving a message that encourages them to believe and have faith. To keep dreaming. So about 6 months passed and I hadn't heard from my dad for a while, I spent a whole month calling and writing him and he wouldn't answer me, I thought the worst, so I prayed to God for the disappearance of my father. Two days later they called me on my phone, they were calling me to give me the news that my father was in a very great state of depression and that he had tried to kill himself. I couldn't believe what I was hearing so I quickly went to see what was happening, I helped my dad get out of that place where he lived and it was very difficult for me to see him like this, because of a lack of love he had tried to kill himself, he locked himself in a quarter and did not want to live anymore.

Thank God the neighbors arrived on time and called me, since then I was able to move in with my father, he takes him to my house and I take care of him since then, he has stopped being the proactive person, worker that he was, so I have had that to take care of him, with the help of God, he has given us the manna from heaven, he has given us our daily bread for three years, we suffered the entire economic crisis and I continue to believe in God, and walked with God, In the time I could before the pandemic, I constantly attended church with my dad and played in church, I also collaborated by giving singing lessons to the boys in the choir. With the pandemic we have hadOr to give everything into the hands of God, and he has taken care of us and I know that he will never abandon us, I pray to God for my father so that I can recover his mental and emotional health and can live a normal and happy life.

All I can say is that I am eternally grateful to God for the beautiful family that he has given me is the greatest gift that God can give us, my mother, brother, my uncles, my cousins, my grandparents thank you all for being there always to support us and show love in times of difficulty I love you very much and I bless you in the name of Jesus Christ. The love of God and the family is the greatest value that we must treasure in our hearts, to be grateful at all times for good and bad. God is our refuge in the midst of anguish.

Psalm 9: 9 May the lord be the refuge of the oppressed in times of trouble.