The Fear [ Park Jimin AU]

Chapter 12th [The Doomed Flowers]

Jimin POV
I was sitting on my porch grieving on the falling blossoms from the tree it seems like time have stopped and I'd stuck in it The emptiness was getting deeper and deeper and the fear was growing as the time was passing "fear" of losing my only friend, "Fear" of losing her
"why I'm falling for her," I asked myself
she was the brightest star in the sky and I was a shriveled flower on the doomed ground I don't deserve her I shouldn't fall for her., I told myself and closed my eyes.,
The drop of tears fell from my eyes,
She was the one who entered in my miserable life...gave me the reason of smile., The inner voice of me answered me.,

And I remembered when she had visited me in the hospital and her sweet melodious voice had removed the pain which I was feeling at that moment I remembered when she hugged me and my fear got disappeared I remembered when her soft lips had touched mine and I felt a deep comfort I remembered those precious hours when she was unstoppably talking and I was gazing her gorgeous face her big round eyes, her pretty smile, her rose-like lips, and her chubby  cheeks everything about her was beautiful she was like poetry, beautiful poetry, whom you would love to read for hours
though  I was unaware of her feelings however for me she was more than a friend she had become a reason for my smile and now it's been two days since I had seen her.,
"What happened with her did Mr. Kim stop her from seeing me what if she break our friendship" these random thoughts were driving me insane and I was waiting for her as it was her college time so  today I would be able to see her I thought, 
however like the previous two days, I got failed she didn't come out of her house yet and now I was losing my patience and my worries for her were changing in the high range anger I took the flower vase from the table and threw it on the ground.
Eomma came out as she got startled by the sudden noise.,
Jiminah What happened? she asked me.,
Why she's doing this to me why? I screamed grunted my teeth hold my head with both hands and asked her.,
Why did she enter my life when she had to do this...I resumed.,
Eomma was looking at me shockingly
Jiminah...She could have been sick.. she replied to me and patted my shoulder.,
Then why she didn't tell me? I asked her.,
Eomma got silent she didn't answer me.,
I know I shouldn't fall for her..it's wrong but I can't stop myself. I said with my shivering voice and knelt.,
Eomma was looking at me helplessly suddenly we heard some noise
Yuri...Yuri.. listen to me I'm trying to help them...Mr. Kim said.,
I turned back and looked at them Yuri was walking towards the cab with her luggage and Mr. Kim was trying to stop her I quickly ran towards her..,
Yaa...Yuri...I yelled her name.,
She looked at me her eyes were swelling it seemed she was crying for two days but before I could ask anything she turned back and sat on the back seat of the cab...

I ran behind the cab yelled her name but she didn't even look back at me. I wondered what wrong I've done with her why she's being so rude to me .,

Author's Pov
Jimin was breathing heavily running behind her car tears were falling from his eyes
Suddenly his foot got hit by a stone and he fell on the ground Yuri peeked through the window jimin was knelt checking his injured elbow now she couldn't stop herself.,
Stop the car..she said and quickly came out of the car

She ran towards him.,

Why do you always hurt yourself...Yuri said and sat on the ground.,

She checked his elbow which was bleeding however Jimin was smiling gazing at her face.,

At least I stopped you., He said.,
Yuri couldn't say anything as she was too embarrassed because of her appa but her eyes were teary

Don't leave me... please..jimin begged to her and whipped her tears.,
Jimin's innocent face and the pain in his eyes were tearing her apart she hugged him and burst into tears she was crying her heart out and jimin was getting curious.

Why you're crying? Jimin asked her worriedly.,

Yuri didn't reply to him but continued to cry

You're making me worried..tell me what happened...jimin said and patted her head.,